dear_mun | (no subject)

How can you say that after everything that you have seen, Caim?!

If you know what I have seen, then you know why I would say what I do. What is it that you saw?

The Gods try men not to hurt them, but to allow them to feel closer to their grace. It is in those moments that they are with us most!

That... that is what I saw.

[He shakes his head.]

No. That is how you interpret it. Your blindness prevented you from seeing how the sky went from blue to red, and how even children were nothing greater than Empire swine, fit for littering the dirt. It is as though your inability to see sapped your intelligence, Leonard.

Yet your sight has ruined your faith in all things. Caim, I do not wish for you to be in such a state. I consider you to be a companion and friend of mine... it hurts to me see you like this.

[...Implying Caim had any to begin with...]

I need not your sympathy. I need not your pity.

[But there is a pause.]

Why is it you came with me? What did you get out of it? Glory? A world lost? Forgiveness for your own sins? Or simply to hear yourself speak? Tell me.

But I feel that you do need something, Caim.

[ He appears uncomfortable for a moment. ]

I thought my reasons were clear enough...

What I need, you cannot provide.

[How rude of the prince. He pauses.]

Our reasons were not the same. And yet they were. To save the world from an impending destruction we could not avoid. We are not heroes.

Perhaps, it is only something the Gods can give you.

Nor do I believe that we are heroes. We are merely protectors. Knights, if you would, even though no king had given us the honor.

Can we not agree on that?

Knights.

[Leonard, you are trying him and trying him to the core. But... You are also sad and awkward to the point of pity.]

Very well. If that is what you need to sleep at night.

I hope it will allow you to sleep, too.

It seems as though you could do with some peace, Caim.

Unlikely to occur.

[But he doesn't argue it. Leonard's precisely on the mark with that one.]

Vengeance shall give some.

Have you not had enough?

Never.

One day the stench of death will become too much for even you, Caim.

Unlikely. Incomplete is what I am without it. As you are incomplete without your... words of 'wisdom'.

I will get you to see reason one day. Then perhaps, you can find rest.

Perhaps we both can.

[But Caim is the most faithless, evidently.]

[ He nods. Grateful that he is agreed with. ]

And where do you reside now, Caim?

[Oh, man, Leonard. You don't want to know.]

A...

[What does he call it?]

Hell. A town near an educational facility. They call it an academy.

An academy?

That hardly sounds like Hell, but a place of learning and scholars... ah... I see... for you that would be difficult. But I think that actually would be good for you, too.

[He raises an eyebrow.]

It is more suited for you or Arioch. There are many children.

Please, do not mock me so.

... that is a cross that I must bear for all time... regardless of what it is that I wish.

[The prince relents.]

You would be useful there. Here. I have no reason to lie to you.

Perhaps, that would be how I could redeem myself... a little.