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...You know you go over this time and time in your head and on the one hand you say "It's not transfer." and on the other you say "...It's not it's really just you you stupid bastard."

....This is what comes, of rehabilitation of somebody. Thoughts and feelings that you don't expect. Why won't you give this up? Transfer.

Just admit it and go out and get yourself...whatever you need to fix it okay?

...and leave me out of it.

Or better yet take me someplace where I can be myself again.

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Trouble in headspace paradise, chief?

[...DIDN'T HE JUST TALK TO YOU-NO.]

...It's not important. [so uneasy about this.]

[Face-twin confusion ftw?]

Right. That's why you made a whole rant about it.

...What's it to you anyway?

I can't just be curious?

Curious usually means people are after something.

Fine. My terrible secret... is boredom. Happy now?

...you poor bastard. My heart bleeds. so you troll every potential confusing post looking for meaning?

Not much else to do right now. Procrastinating muns, you know...

And wait, when did this line of questioning come back to me? That's hardly fair.

[Hoffman laughs gently. secretly he's pleased. Cop turnaround. his skills are returning.]

I'm not so interesting. And this is a sad song my writer's been singing for months. years. It doesn't bear a second listen.

Right. So for the cheap seats, mind repeating the chorus? Not all of us got to hear it the first time.

[uneasy] she thinks I'm lonely. I think-no I know she's lonely. This is an old tune. Really. Not that interesting. [subject change. now. right now.]

[Tail twitch cuz ew. Feelings Are Icky.]

You're right. It's not terribly interesting. Mun's feelings never are. What is fascinating is how you flopped around it like a fish out of water. That doesn't make sense.

[is that...nah. he didn't see anything twitch did he? couldn't have.]

...Hers are. She matters to me and it-yours I'm sure could tell you. We cause them pain man. sometimes.

[you did and its still there. still moving in an absent whatever-I'm-bored way. just not being too showoffy.]

No more pain than they cause us, really. Just getting them to focus on anything is a chore. I say turnabout is fair play.

...She's just a kid I don't want to fuck with her. [This is a change from when he did. A big change.] They're all just kids. This issue is just-painful.

Hoffman.

...Morrigan.

[His lip twitches]

I cannot decide if your words mean my efforts on you were wasted or if this is some sort of... Evolution.

...Evolution into what?

I could not say. Your wording was highly ambiguous... I would know better if you were more forthcoming.

....It's not important Morrigan.

[Lots of pain man.]

If your message lacked importance, you would not have felt need to impart it to her.

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