let's be optimistic @ scelerata

[delightme]

Another place, more faces I could care less about. I think I actually miss that wasteland from before; at least Gabriel was there to entertain me. And, of course, there was dear Cassie, who, let's face it, I wasn't going to talk to again for a very long time.

You have poor timing, honey, I'll have you know. But, well, I suppose it's not your fault. You're only human.

Ah, yes, by the way, since you think it would be just bloody hilarious to see me speak in another language: .لا تقلق عزيزتي

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[delightme]

Just a feeling.

[trenchcoatedly]

You shouldn't go on such suspicions without any evidence.

[delightme]

It makes things interesting. After all, if I didn't take a little leap once in a while, I doubt I would have immediately jumped to help you against Raphael.

[trenchcoatedly]

You had evidence, in knowing both myself and Raphael very well.

[delightme]

My evidence was you were losing and Raphael was well on his way to jump starting another Apocalypse. Not a very good set of cards to bet your hand on.

What propelled me into action was the fact that you're my dearest friend. That I just had a feeling.

[trenchcoatedly]

Thank you.

[delightme]

Of course. Despite your hair-brained schemes, I will always jump to your aid.

[trenchcoatedly]

Our Father spoiled me when He made you.

[delightme]

I think you deserved to be spoiled a little, considering what you've been through.

[trenchcoatedly]

By my own hand?

[delightme]

Who's doing it was doesn't matter. It still happened.

[trenchcoatedly]

Because of me.

[delightme]

Guilt isn't a good look on you.

[trenchcoatedly]

How could I feel any other way, knowing what I've done?

[delightme]

Learn from it and put it to rest. You'll break with all of it resting on your shoulders for the rest of eternity.

[trenchcoatedly]

What I did can't be put to rest.

[delightme]

...Is this about you killing me, maybe?

[trenchcoatedly]

Not just you. Anna and all our other brothers and sisters that I murdered. And what I unleashed....

[delightme]

It's not something you can be forgiven of. It was terrible what you did. But... I understand that what you did, you did with good intentions. Your decisions are something you will have to live with, but to be crippled by the guilt of it solves nothing.

[trenchcoatedly]

You don't understand. How could I have been so - so hellishly wrong? About everything. And they knew! Dean told me to stop. But I didn't listen. I was so stupid. So stupid and filled with hubris. There's nothing after. What could possibly await me after bringing everything I did?