Mun is looking for more cast mates, specifically Blaine

[baby_penguin]

Yes, I miss Blaine. Yes, it's stressful without him, but I'm not going to become some bitter, jaded old queen. I'll just keep hoping he'll come back. Besides, Santana and Brittany are already on the island. It's not like I'm all on my own. Plus I've made other friends too.

I just think it would be nice to see the rest of the glee club members. Not that I think they'd be comfortable that. I don't think anyone would like it there, except for Puck.

Also, stop trying to get me back in my cheerio uniform.

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[blazer]

... Cheerio uniform?

[baby_penguin]

[Oh hi there Blaine, have a sheepish smile]

Yeah, I was a Cheerio for a little while. Before I met you. I didn't have a skirt of course.

[blazer]

Oh, of course.

[ He smiles a little, lifting his eyebrow. ]

So, am I to understand that you still have the cheerleader uniform?

[baby_penguin]

[Kurt knows that look all too well. It's a precursor to the words 'let's try something new']

I doubt I can even fit into it anymore Blaine.

[Which is a total lie because Kurt couldn't have put on more then a couple of pounds since his Freshman year at McKinley high]

The pants are probably going to be tight.

[Which isn't necessarily a bad thing]

[blazer]

[ He's trying to hide it, mostly unsuccessfully. ]

... Tight? Really. That sounds like a problem.

[ He still looks hopeful, though, a little smile on his face. Pleaaaaaase. ]

[baby_penguin]

[Oh no, not the puppy eyes! How's a boy to resist?]

I'll model them all you want, but there's a catch.

[blazer]

[ He lights up, grinning. ]

Tell me more, Mister Hummel.

[baby_penguin]

See if your mun will consider apping you at Amatomnes.

[And here come the infamous Kurt Hummel doe eyes]

[blazer]

[ Oh, he can't ever resist those eyes. He hasn't, since day one. ]

I'll see what I can do, Kurt.

[baby_penguin]

It's a deal then!

[And now he's excited. Happy, even!]

It's just....horrible without you around where I am.

[blazer]

What's it like?

[ He reaches out to take Kurt's hand, squeezing it gently, comforting. ]

[baby_penguin]

What's it like? We're collared and allowed to make lives for ourselves, but there's this nasty - pardon my language - bitch who forces us all to have...

[How could he put this delicately...]

..sex.

[And here comes all the shame and guilt that's built up since the other Blaine had left a few months ago]

[blazer]

[ He tenses instantly - the thought of his boyfriend, the love of his life - have sex with someone else, for any reason, makes him feel a little sick. ]

You... Have to have sex? With other people?

[baby_penguin]

The collar tightens every day I go without.

[It made Kurt sick too. This wasn't something he enjoyed, that much could probably be seen from the pale look on his face and the way he couldn't seem to look Blaine in the eye]

I've only ever wanted to be with you, but if I die everyone says my memories could be taken away and I don't want to forget you or my friends....

[blazer]

[ He looks away from Kurt, trying to wrap his mind around this. He knows, quite obviously, that this isn't something Kurt would ever want, not in any world, but it's happened. He doesn't really know how to let it settle in his mind. More importantly, however, is the threat. ]

You could die? From not having sex? [ He laughs a little, bitterly. ] I thought that was just one of Puck's jokes.

[baby_penguin]

Yeah, the collar slowly tightens until you can't breath.

[He frowns and looks away, slinging his arms behind his back, dropping Blaine's hand in the process]

It wasn't so bad when you were there. A different you, obviously. We had our first times together and everything. I think I should honestly get an award for being the longest standing virgin on the island. At least...

[And here he smiles]

Until you arrived.

[blazer]

[ Blaine instantly, instinctively, goes to take Kurt's hand again, shifting to keep them linked in that small way. ]

That's terrible - it's worse than terrible. There's really nothing you can do?

[ He smiles a little, looking at least a little hopeful. ]

We were still each other's...?

[baby_penguin]

There's nothing anyone can do. At least until Atia decides to quit playing around with all of us there.

[Which didn't look like it was going to be any time soon. He almost laughs at Blaine's question, squeezing his hand gently]

Yes. I had a very understanding friend there who didn't push boundaries. I mean....any release technically loosens the collar.

[blazer]

I'm really sorry, Kurt.

[ What else can he say? He can't save his boyfriend - Kurt wasn't a damsel in distress, and he's no where near close to this stupid place. ]

... Oh. Yeah, I - I understand.

[baby_penguin]

I know it's a lot to take in. I totally freaked when I arrived....and for a long time I was very uncomfortable.

[We're talking about the awkward baby penguin here. Someone who wouldn't even discuss sex not too long ago]

If you're there, I won't have to stress out finding someone on short notice all the time. My mun kinda enjoys making me uncomfortable.

[blazer]

I really don't blame you. I think I'd be a little freaked out too, honestly.

[ He smiles a little, trying to be comforting. ]

I wish I could be there, even if I really hate the idea of having sex just because we have to.

[baby_penguin]

Well, there's nothing that says we have to have sex just to loosen a collar. I mean, it can be purely recreational too.

[And there's that shy smile again]

Sorry I kind of ruined the whole Cheerio uniform thing....

[blazer]

[ A little flustered, he laughs, shaking his head before looking up at Kurt again. ]

That certainly makes it a little more fun, doesn't it?

[ He relaxes, stepping close and pulling Kurt into his arms. ]

You know I don't care about that in light of this. I care about you being okay.

[baby_penguin]

[Kurt smiles back at him, a little less unsure now. It was a lot to take in, but somehow he'd known Blaine would understand. It's not like Kurt wanted to be cheating on him. As far as he was concerned, no harm could come to him while he was in Blaine's arms. His body went from tense to a state of complete relaxation]

Santana and Brittany are there too, so I'm not all on my own.

[blazer]

That's good. At least you're not in a world full of strangers.

[ He holds Kurt tighter, closing his eyes. He doesn't feel as bad about this as he did about Chandler; at least in this situation he knows that the reason Kurt's doing what he's doing isn't because he wants to move away or because he doesn't feel loved: it's because he has to. ]

I'll try and come find you. I promise, Kurt.

[baby_penguin]

I love you, Blaine.

[He just felt like he had to say that. It was hard, being where he was, but he was pretty brave.

For now, being the taller of the two, he rests his head on Blaine's shoulder]

Promise I'll try on the old uniform if you show up.

[blazer]

[ He laughs, pressing closer and just enjoying Kurt's warmth. ]

I love you, too. I love you so much. And I really, really look forward to it.

[baby_penguin]

[There's something so familiar and relaxing about Blaine's crisp scent and the smell of hair gel. He just wants to bask in this for a little while longer]

I can do splits you know.....

[And he can't resist teasing. Take that mental image, Blaine]

[blazer]

[ Blaine is more than happy to keep holding Kurt -- at least, until he mentions splits. Then, he groans quietly. ]

Now you're just teasing me, aren't you?

[baby_penguin]

Would I do that?

[When he pulls back, his eyes are wide and mockingly innocent. He'd caught that groan though and it made him grin a second or two later]

[blazer]

You certainly would. Our unscheduled makout sessions are full of you teasing me and you know it.

[ He smiles, lifting his hand to touch Kurt's cheek gently. ]

You really are the love of my life, you know.

[baby_penguin]

Are you saying I'm a terrible tease?

[Because Kurt actually was a horrible, terrible, downright naughty tease.

That gentle touch to his face has him nuzzling into Blaine's hand, eyes going all soft and dreamy]

I know and you're mine. My everything....

[blazer]

Not a terrible tease. A nice tease.

[ He grins, leaning in and kissing his cheek, holding him gently with his other arm. ]

Everything... That is the perfect word.

[baby_penguin]

It is, isn't it?

[This time Kurt leans in and drags his lips over Blaine's. Soft, sweet, and so very chaste]

[blazer]

[ He leans into the kiss, smiling when they break apart so he can rest his forehead against Kurt's. ]

I think I could kiss you forever.

Got plurk?

[baby_penguin]

I think we need to makeout more often.

Yes! My username is "aziraphale"!

[blazer]

You won't hear any protests from me.

Mine's "Mukurogirl"

[baby_penguin]

[Kurt grins and slings an arm around his dapper boyfriend's waist]

I'd better not.

yay! added :)

[blazer]

Promise.

[ He lights up, leaning close. ]

[bigbrothercoop]

Don't be a cheerleader. That is so last season.