Mun likes to torture him

[baby_penguin]

What do you mean you want me to find a steady collar partner? I don't want one! You know I'm in a relationship with Blaine, even though he isn't really on the island any longer. It's bad enough I have to do stuff with other people. I don't want to pick just one person to be my collar partner. That would feel even more like cheating.

And I'm glad Ruby left because I know you were planning on forcing me to have heterosexual sex with her. Ew. 

Comments

[androgynoushostess]

Just go at your pace! It doesn't have to be as intimate as loving a person - really loving them. Just find some one that you respect enough to be willing to help them!

[baby_penguin]

It would feel too much like a relationship for me to be comfortable.

[androgynoushostess]

Ah, well... true but - [Hmm how to argue this... she's never been in a serious relationship before.]

Wouldn't the person you love be upset if something happened to you?

[baby_penguin]

That's the whole reason I'm even doing this kind of stuff in the first place. So I don't die or lose any memories I have of Blaine. He'd be disappointed if he ever comes back and finds out I was too stubborn.

[androgynoushostess]

Then... just explain that to whomever offers to be your collar partner? That you have your heart set one someone else? I'm sure they'd understand completely and might even feel the same about someone from their home.

[baby_penguin]

Back when I first got here I had Zevran, but....he's left the island. Getting comfortable with someone else isn't going to be easy.

[He doesn't think it could be easy for anyone]

[androgynoushostess]

No... getting comfortable is never easy, I agree.

[She's only been on the island since April and it's been strange to say the least.]

But, we're all able to look out for one another, right? Maybe... you could help someone who might be having a hard time like you?

[baby_penguin]

Everyone else seems so....used to all of this and finding a gay man isn't easy here.

Renly has his boyfriend here now, so that's out of the question and kinda awkward.

[androgynoushostess]

I'm still not used to the place! I haven't found a partner yet either.

[Oh... :( yeah she has noticed there is a lack of gay men on the island. Atia should try and even out her selection a bit to make it fair!]

What about any other guys who might be okay with a guy or a girl? Or just someone who would be willing to help no matter sexual preference? I wonder if there's someone out there like that? It must be... really lonely not finding someone who you can relate with easily and trust with something like this.

[baby_penguin]

Not everyone's so open with their sexuality. I hate making public requests though. I do have this one friend who's always willing to help though.