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[stillcares]

 Yup. Thanks. Thanks for that. Really needed that headcanon today - obviously.

Not like you didn't screw everything else up already. And it isn't just me, either. All your muses think you suck. You can't even keep a stupid place in a stupid game with anyone. You let everyone down. Especially me.

It isn't even Father's Day where you live anyway. You're so stupid.

I just.

...

Stop thinking about me for today, okay? I don't want to do this.

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[hairflyingheartpounding]

...What was the headcanon?

(ooc| So much love for a Ted player!)

[stillcares]

...Nothing. I mean, it doesn't matter. My mun's stupid. You wouldn't wanna know. [Smooth.]

(( thankew :') i really need to air him out more ))

[hairflyingheartpounding]

But you seems upset. I can handle it, trust me... What's wrong?

(ooc| You're welcome! Yessssss. He's such a cutie.)

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[stillcares]

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2/2

[stillcares]

[Mumbles.] Mun figures my dad left us. On purpose.

So.

That's a thing now.

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Oh! Oh, you poor--

[Yeah he's getting a hug.]

I'm so sorry.

[stillcares]

[Tenses a bit because oh no what if cooties!! But he doesn't pull away.]

...It's ok, I mean, I don't care. It just. It just sucks. That mundanes can do whatever they want - and I don't get a say in it.

That's the only reason I'm mad. I don't care.

[truffulacide]

Something happen, Tedster?

[stillcares]

...Mun made something up about my dad.

And I guess that means it's true now.

[truffulacide]

Not necessarily. Sometimes they forget, or they change their minds. Unfriendly feedback usually helps.

How bad was it?

[stillcares]

Well he left because he didn't want

...gimme a minute

[truffulacide]

[oh gee. he knows where this is going. question is, what exactly do you say that? it's hard enough for a grown-up to deal with, but for a kid...]

...You're absolutely certain about that? I mean, it's not open-ended or...what?

[stillcares]

[He stands there for a moment staring very pointedly at the floor while he composes himself, takes a deep breath, and looks up.]

Mom just goes all quiet, and Grammy changes the subject.

Mun just said... that he... left.

But I don't see any other reason. No one ever leaves Thneedville.

[truffulacide]

Guess not.

[no arguing with that. he's been briefed enough on how the place works, and Ted has no reason to exaggerate or lie. not that he'd expect anything like that out of the kid anyway.

he exhales quietly and his eyes drift back up to meet the other's gaze, no longer pensive or guilty. just flat and firm.]

Then that's his loss. I can't imagine what kind of - idiot - would do that a family, especially yours. What a loser.

[stillcares]

Yeah, well, I don't care. We don't need him, we get on just fine with just Mom and Grammy and me.

[His eyes are a bit too shiny and his voice cracks a bit but whatever he's got this covered.]

You're totally right.

[truffulacide]

[he nods.] Yeah, and besides, you don't need someone like that in your life when you already have two awesome people in it.

[not that he knows anything about Ted's mom or grandma to begin with, but...it makes sense when he hears himself say it aloud. a good boy like Ted had to have been raised by two equally good people to get that way to begin with.

lucky kid.]

Heh. Thinking about it, you'd probably wouldn't even be the same if he had stuck around. Not nearly as fun for starters, and probably only half as cool as you are now.

[it's his little version of a pep talk. look, he even manages a grin - cocky and smug, sure, but not without warmth.]

[stillcares]

Well - yeah.

[He sniffs hurriedly and folds his arms, trying to stand tall. Or... well, less short. He always feels very small around this guy.]

Yeah. You know - if he was still here, I'd be a quitter! [Nods firmly.] I wouldn't have done half the stuff I did. I probably wouldn't even be good at sports, or, or riding my monocycle, or anything. I'd suck.

So I'm glad. [That stings a bit but he sucks it up and forces a brave smile and tries to look confident.] Man, I always forget how smart you are.