dear_mun | [AU] Potential plot decisions at towerofanimus

Yeah, I-I'm in love. I think I really am, now. And love...well, love makes you do the wacky. I'm sure...i-if I explain to her, she'll understand. I hope she does. And y-yeah, the being in love bit is, is part of the motivating factor for this plan. But...it's, i-it's not all of it.

I'm dangerous to be around, right now. Especially right now. A-And it's not just her I want to save. I-I've, I've met a lot of people during this stupid game that...I r-really like. If we lose, a-and someone has to go...better me than them. They'll understand. They, th-they know that winning is good for everyone, and...they've all probably seen by now that I, I-I can't help them win.

Better I get out now, before I hurt someone. Then I can focus on me, and getting better, and...f-finding the right words.

((ooc: TL;DR - AU Post "Seeing Red" magic-addict Tara is planning a heroic sacrifice for her team should they lose this round of Survivor-esque challenges to determine the fate of the Tower, and also attempting plans for her own recovery from addiction, having finally woken up enough to realize that she's downward spiraling.))