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dear_mun2012-06-12 12:54 pm
moontothetide) wrote in dear_mun2012-06-12 12:54 pm
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[AU] Potential plot decisions at towerofanimus
Yeah, I-I'm in love. I think I really am, now. And love...well, love makes you do the wacky. I'm sure...i-if I explain to her, she'll understand. I hope she does. And y-yeah, the being in love bit is, is part of the motivating factor for this plan. But...it's, i-it's not all of it.
I'm dangerous to be around, right now. Especially right now. A-And it's not just her I want to save. I-I've, I've met a lot of people during this stupid game that...I r-really like. If we lose, a-and someone has to go...better me than them. They'll understand. They, th-they know that winning is good for everyone, and...they've all probably seen by now that I, I-I can't help them win.
Better I get out now, before I hurt someone. Then I can focus on me, and getting better, and...f-finding the right words.
((ooc: TL;DR - AU Post "Seeing Red" magic-addict Tara is planning a heroic sacrifice for her team should they lose this round of Survivor-esque challenges to determine the fate of the Tower, and also attempting plans for her own recovery from addiction, having finally woken up enough to realize that she's downward spiraling.))
I'm dangerous to be around, right now. Especially right now. A-And it's not just her I want to save. I-I've, I've met a lot of people during this stupid game that...I r-really like. If we lose, a-and someone has to go...better me than them. They'll understand. They, th-they know that winning is good for everyone, and...they've all probably seen by now that I, I-I can't help them win.
Better I get out now, before I hurt someone. Then I can focus on me, and getting better, and...f-finding the right words.
((ooc: TL;DR - AU Post "Seeing Red" magic-addict Tara is planning a heroic sacrifice for her team should they lose this round of Survivor-esque challenges to determine the fate of the Tower, and also attempting plans for her own recovery from addiction, having finally woken up enough to realize that she's downward spiraling.))