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I can't decide if I'm grateful or if I would rather you'd reset me.

By the way. I know your feelings are strong but I would prefer if you wouldn't be so harsh. She is my sister you realize. She'll get better. She'll become stronger. She will. Because that is what we Farron women do. We persevere.

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Reset? You sound intent on cleansing yourself from existance.

Resetting? That makes you sound as if you’re different this time. Are you worried about your sister?

A reset is something some of us can only dream of. [And he hates dreams.]

I've found it wise not to underestimate family also.

No so. It's more that I still remember the previous world I visited. The people I met and the experiences I had. A reset would be a return to who I was before I entered that world. Which is I believe what happens to most of us when we enter a new world.

I am a little different. Because I went to a different world and had some adventures there. And yes. I am still concerned for Serah. From what I understand though she's having her own adventure now.

[i.e. Mun is playing XIII-2 for the first time]

Even you have picked up debris haven't you?

I'm getting used to worlds falling apart.

Apathy is a bad situation to be in isn't it?

A different world, how is that possible?

I’m sure your sisters alright, she is your sister after all.

There are a lot of ways to travel to new worlds. Where we are now is a kind of world too isn't it? We're here seeing all kinds of people we would never have met on Pulse or Cocoon.

hm. It's kind of amazing...[she scratches her head] I sound so childish now.

Some choose to live in apathy, others have it forced upon them. Either way, living in apathy at least lets you live.

I suppose. But it gets a little confusing sometimes.

(Hope smiled)

No you don’t. You must be very proud of Serah. It must be nice having someone who worries about you.

Sounds boring. I'd be happier if I was able to work somewhere.

You know...I worry about you too. [She looks awkward now as she's never been great at expressing feeling] It's been a long time since I've seen anyone from our Adventure. So I have to wonder how you're all doing.

Happiness is much better in smaller doses.

(He blushed at that)

Thank you, it might not be much but I worry about you too.

I haven’t seen others for a while, even though since everyone had gone there separate ways, I thought they might at least call.

Who was the last person you saw? Was it Snow?

Because you appreciate it more?

I did see Snow in the last World I visited. I saw Serah there too but only briefly before she traveled on to another one. They wound up traveling different paths in that one but I'm confident they met up again in some other place.

...

Have you decided whether to stay as you are or start anew?

Oh? How were they?

I’m sure they will the will probably run into each other at some point. And if you go traveling again maybe you’d run into them too.

I think I will stay as I am. Living with what I have seen and done. If I enter a new world I'm sure I'll meet some people like the ones I met before. But they won't be the same. I'll just have to keep that in mind.

There will always be things that are better left forgotten, but it isn't the worst path to take.

Well Serah was really confused. But she found some friends there for a while at least. And Snow...well I didn't get the whole story but it seems he had some kind of accident and forgot himself for a while.

[She tries to stifle a little chuckle at what she's about to say] By the time he remembered himself he had become a noble in some place called Rabenastre and was set to marry a Princess or a Queen or something.

I...I really shouldn't laugh but picturing him in high society...well he would certainly turn heads I think.

I don't think we should be allowed to pick and choose our memories. Each one, no matter how painful; should be a lesson we can use.

Well I’m glad Serah found some friends to go with.

(He smiled at Snow being a noble)

I guess Snow was not to happy when he did find out. I agree he really isn’t the type o guy to be a noble, it doesn’t really suit him. It would be funny though if the person he had to marry was older than him, don’t you think?

It impossible to permanently forget memories. I've tried. I get little sleep.

He took it pretty well I think. They broke off their engagement and he went Snowboarding. I think it could have gone worse, but he was (obviously) grateful to her and the other people there for taking him in when he had no memories.

I agree that would have been interesting. Maybe an older woman would have tamed that wild streak of his.

You have a lot of painful ones?

More than I'd care to admit. Even a few recent ones, but it comes with the job so that can't be helped.

Seems like if you really believed that you would sleep better.

Hm, that sounds like a reasonable response to your situation. Entering a new world can always be confusing.

Yes but I would rather remember and learn from my past than forget it and start anew.

...

Where will you go now that you are back in limbo?

Who knows? I suppose I'll be in the wind until another option presents itself.

Try not to get used to it. The louder you are, the more likely your mun will put you to use.

hm. I will persevere.

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