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[leftthesafetyon]

Things are going well for us. Why can't you just accept that? All of your plans are going on track, the playerbases at those games seem to like you, and I'm actually talking to people who like me.

Just... let's be happy for once, okay? I miss some people when I'm in Gemini, but it'll pass. You said it yourself- it's more important that I learn who I am. If you're going to keep doing this, just enjoy yourself. You act like I absolutely need to see "castmates" like Liquid again.

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[only1day]

Seems I may be going there to Gemini as well. Me or her other female from the games. Still, they are never satisfied, these muns, are they?

[leftthesafetyon]

They always seem to be thinking about things that aren't even happening. If everything's going well, they start thinking about what might go wrong. It's like worrying if a meteor will hit you in the middle of a mission.

[only1day]

Missions? I think you just mean a meteor hitting one in general? The likelihood is very small after all. Mine is worried over my personality for some strange reason.

[You know why...]

[leftthesafetyon]

[Oh "Paz", you know too...]

Exactly. That's not what a person should be focusing on when there are other things to worry about. Your mun should remember that too. If you're here, it means they have a good idea what your personality should be. The rest will show itself when it needs to. It's not like anyone goes around spewing all of their emotions all at once on a regular basis.

[Meryl, you have no idea how right you are.]

This girl will be the death of me... I really need to make a cap of her doki hands

[only1day]

Right! She spent enough time with me to know who I am, and she knows it too. But, you know how we girls can be sometimes; always worried.

This is why I do not like iconning.

[leftthesafetyon]

I couldn't say, really. I'm only starting to learn what worrying about things you can't change feels like. Before that, I always thought that there was something I could do. Looking back, maybe I would have been better off just worrying, but I just want to be useful. I don't want to be one of those girls who sits around worrying all day.

I love iconing. Problem is Paz has so little art

[only1day]

It is very natural to worry about things you can't change, is it not? I would not feel so bad about it. As for being useful, don't they always say that we can't know what our use is while we are here? It should be fine if you just do what you can do, yes?

[leftthesafetyon]

Not knowing what your use is doesn't mean you shouldn't try and be useful. No matter what the powers at be do, it's mankind that drives fate. Doesn't that mean you should make your own use?

[only1day]

Hm. I suppose that is a point. But you sound as if you worry so much you forget that even trying is something.

[leftthesafetyon]

I worry so much because it's what I know how to do. I just want to be useful... make sure there's nothing anyone else has to worry about.