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[nolongeracarny]

I'm starting to think that you worry far too much. You refuse to play with the comms because they require applications. I think I get it. From what Queen told me, you used to write. However your writing muse disappeared. Now you see a game you like but you can't do it. All because you have to put down the personality and it has to be over 300 words. Every time you go to write it comes out wrong to you. You want to scrap it. I get it. I do. But we need to find a way to get your confidence back.

On top of that I will hunt down that writing muse and drag them back if need be. Until then you need to stop worrying that you're not good enough.

You're good enough to me.

With love,

Hawkeye

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i am so sorry. ;;

[oodelally]

I suppose a solid 'You can do it!' won't be of much help here now would it?

[nolongeracarny]

Unfortunately no, it wouldn't. I've tried to throw that at her but she gets frustrated with it. So much that she's near tears. She's meant to have fun not break her brain.

[oodelally]

That's just it then, there, she's meant to have fun doing this, never cry over it. Perhaps it's time to take a step back for a while, you know? Take a breather, have some tea, maybe. Find a little something else to burn the hours and sooner or later she'll be back at it again. It's simply not worth fair lady's tears.

I certainly think she's good enough, by the way you speak so highly of her.

[nolongeracarny]

She's taken a breather for a while from doing anything comm related. It's her writing muse that's the problem. It's been gone for so long and refuses to come back. That's part of the problem anyway.

Yeah, she is good enough. She just needs to learn not to let it get to her as much as she does.

[oodelally]

Takes a while, I'm sure. Never was the writing sort, I can only imagine.

Well, there's others out there rooting her on, if it counts for anything. I'm sure she'll come around again, and if she doesn't...well. I'm positive things will work out for the better.

[nolongeracarny]

She used to write ALL the time. Then one day the muse just disappeared. Like it wasn't ever there.

She has you, which needless to say she loves since she knows your canon backwards and forwards. Even if I don't but she says she'll educate me later.

And I hope it does get better for her.

[terraformagica]

[ d'awwwwww ]

That's really sweet of you.

[runswithguns]

[Isn't this cute. You and your adorable pep-talks. Not like she ever tells you they're adorable.]

Well aren't you the optimist. That deserves some kind of reward.

[nolongeracarny]

Hey someone needs to be. Even if there are more optimistic muses in her head other than me.

[runswithguns]

Taking an initiative, that's just like you.

[nolongeracarny]

It's me or the other archer I share headspace with and I'm not going to let him.

[runswithguns]

Now I'm curious, who's the other guy?

[nolongeracarny]

Oliver Queen

[runswithguns]

Never heard of him. Is he better than you? [Trololol.]

[nolongeracarny]

We seem to be giving each other a run for our money. And he's definitely got a lot more money than I could ever dream of having.

[runswithguns]

So you're saying there's a better version of you out there. When do I get to meet him?

[nolongeracarny]

I didn't say he was better than me. And who says you get to meet him?

[runswithguns]

Jealous, Barton? You know you're my favorite archer.

[nolongeracarny]

And I plan to keep it that way.

[Which means she doesn't get to meet Queen.]

[runswithguns]

[See, you just make her more curious with all this protection. Is he really THAT good?]

He must sure be something to have you like this.

[nolongeracarny]

He's not anything Natasha. Why would you want to meet some golden boy anyway?