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I think it's very clear to both of us that you have little idea what you're doing or what you're getting yourself into. Are you going to allow me my goals? Somehow I doubt that. You'll only attempt to make me speak to people I have no desire to associate with. I will not be a plaything. You must know what I'll do to those who attempt to treat me that way.
Your 'voice test' is going to fail, and soon you'll realize that as well.
Your 'voice test' is going to fail, and soon you'll realize that as well.
you're...not doing a very good job of that...
[Her face and voice are distant as she tries to remember what her Shadow had known.]
...everything turned red.
[And everyone died.]
[...There's open grief on her face. Even if she can't remember it clearly, it's still...]
how dare you say such a thing!!
[But he pushes that aside, not knowing what a Shadow is.]
Everyone died. Yes... or almost everyone. You and I both survived, though our paths from then on were... different.
s-sorry......
[People on the streets killing each other, using the network to air grievances against the world in general...that kinda thing.]
...so I see. [She pauses for a second, uncertain of how to address this.] H...have you been well?...
you should be so sorry!
[...that question. How can he even start to answer it.]
Me? I've been perfectly well. And you, dear sister?
;_;
[She gets the feeling she just hosed up here and backpedals with all due speed.]
A-all right...not much has been happening...
[No. No she hasn't been all right. Her mun tends to be a sadist, after all. :)]
now that's the face I like. <3
[His eyes narrow a little.]
Is that so. You've been living a peaceful life, then. How... interesting.
;_;!!!
[...She shakes her head.]
I wouldn't call it peaceful, no - the war from home isn't happening there as well, but...things happen.
<3!!!
'Things happen'? What sort of things? [Is it enough suffering, or should he add a little more on top of it?]
._.
[Between that event, the worship, and the recent weather shenanigans... Chizuru shakes her head vehemently, feeling like her face is about to burn off. Bad enough that such things are happening in the first place, worse to have to say it to an apparent blood relative!] ...um...the gods of Zodion are capricious, and they force us to worship and, um, that is...it's kind of inappropriate...
[She tries to remain calm, despite being scared out of her mind. She doesn't even know why this fear is there...]
:D <3
[Kaoru's not sure how to interpret that.]
I wouldn't have expected you to be the overly religious type, sister. Do they hurt you? Do they force you to hurt others?
>A<
Um - um - it's not that kind of inappropriate, I - oh, this is so embarrassing... I never thought this would be happening...um, w-when they say worship, they mean things that should stay behind closed doors.
[That last part is said in a rush, and her eyes are averted. Yeah. Little sis ended up in THOSE kinds of situations.]
chizuru is so adorable
I... see.
[For once Kaoru is really not sure what to think of that.]
Do you hate it?
and your kaoru is pretty awesome >A<!!!
It...um...it's still shameful, that they'd require such a thing, and that we have no choice...if a person tries to abstain, the tattoos will drive them mad...that's the part that's truly awful. [She shakes her head a little.]
ahhh thank you /o\
[But is that ENOUGH SUFFERING for his sister? Probably not.]
Still. It sounds as though you got off lightly.
you are very welcome aaaah >w<
[She got off lightly compared to what? That nervous, unsettled feeling is creeping back in...something is very wrong here, isn't it?]
♥♥♥
;A; eeks
[She...really has nothing to say in reply to that, for a moment. Somehow, this has gone from an awkward reunion to something much worse.]
W...why are you asking these things?...
no eeks! :O
Because I want to know if you're happy, dear sister.
but kaoru is being very kaoru-like :O
It's...hnnn...it'd be better if I were home, but...it's not so bad, being somewhere where a war isn't going on.
[She knows it's not the right thing, that it'll just make things worse, but would lying even help? Probably not!]
he just loves his sister, that's all :3
Oh, how nice for you. A little vacation from the humans' war, with all your friends keeping you company. Do you think you deserve that?
...he's got a funny way of showing that...
That's not...not everyone is there...
maybe you just don't understand!!
I wonder if more will come? Or maybe they'll disappear from there, one by one, until it's only you alone.
maybe if he actually explained instead of trying to make her sad all the time...
Still...] ...Please...don't wish ill on them...Y-you probably hate me for forgetting - I understand that, but...t-they have nothing to do with it...please...
[Good job, Kaoru, your little sister is trying not to cry right now.]
but that would be the non-crazy way to do it.
[And those tears are delicious to him.]
twin's logic is not easily understood :(
I'm sorry...I'm sorry...
twin's logic is crazy time :( oh god chizuru tears noooo
yes chizuru tears!! :( also you are an awesome kaoru jsyk
ahhh I only hope I can do him justice <3 i love your chizuru!
you are a wonderful and kinda creepy kaoru, and eee thank you!
it's been so fun! <333