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[illusionism]

The whole idea doesn't settle well with me... I had a feeling you'd make me go through all of this again. Gaining one and losing the other. Getting another chance with him is something I should be thankful for but the idea of ... being with out our child isn't right! Reconsidering isn't really an option due to the circumstances.

I just — I don't want to think or talk about this right now. Do what you have to and leave me alone for a while.