Rachel Berry (
somethingspecial) wrote in
dear_mun2012-05-02 02:58 am
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re: 3x18.
[She swallows painfully before letting out a shaking breath.]
...Don't tell me not to fly -- I've simply got to. If someone takes a spill, it's me and not you. Who told you you're allowed to rain on my parade.
[The words are spoken a little faintly -- and most definitely miserably, before -- ]
-- how could I forget? How -- I've worked for this moment, this moment, since I was two years old, and I just -- I ruined it because I couldn't remember the words to a song I've been singing since I was two.
[Her fingers dig into her sides a little.]
I refuse to believe that I am not good enough for Broadway, no matter what that woman said. This was just a test -- [Yes, that sounds good, Rachel will keep telling herself that, yes.] -- a test of the highest calibur and I was not ready to pass it. But I will be.
[And Rachel wilts a little.]
Right?
...Don't tell me not to fly -- I've simply got to. If someone takes a spill, it's me and not you. Who told you you're allowed to rain on my parade.
[The words are spoken a little faintly -- and most definitely miserably, before -- ]
-- how could I forget? How -- I've worked for this moment, this moment, since I was two years old, and I just -- I ruined it because I couldn't remember the words to a song I've been singing since I was two.
[Her fingers dig into her sides a little.]
I refuse to believe that I am not good enough for Broadway, no matter what that woman said. This was just a test -- [Yes, that sounds good, Rachel will keep telling herself that, yes.] -- a test of the highest calibur and I was not ready to pass it. But I will be.
[And Rachel wilts a little.]
Right?
