Canon is Need For Speed. Mun has written her into a corner.

[shelbycobra]

I can't believe we're even talking about this...Two guys fighting over me? I've gone years without a man in my life and now you're thinking there could be two of them? I mean, I'm flattered but...

Okay. Let's back up.

Thank you for getting back into writing for me again and for writing for my teammates. They're great people and they deserve to be developed more than they have been. Particularly Derrick; I'm glad he's back and that he's so happy with the new path he's chosen. Even Shane, you could try getting back into his journal again, as scared as I am of what's in his head.

But this idea you have...

I don't know how this is going to work. Derrick's a great guy and he's changed since I saw him last. It makes sense we'd feel a spark together after being apart. Peter and I are probably a better match, living together for the last five months and all, but he would never cross that line. If we didn't get together years ago, why would we do it now?

Which means we're stuck. We're between the guy who's great and plausibly would want to date me or the guy I could marry that probably wouldn't happen for another six years. I don't want to hurt either of them after everything they've both done for me. So how are you going to write us out of this one? Maybe you should ask for help.

...and also, thank you that it wasn't Shane. I know you used to tease that but no. I'd rather be celibate for the rest of my life than that.