You're nervous. I'm nervous, well, less nervous than I was before yesterday, but I'm still nervous. I'm pretty sure everyone is nervous right now, so it's not just you going through this, okay? It's really not.
But you know what I realized yesterday? None of this stuff matters. What matters is me spending time with Michael and making sure he's taken care of after everything.
Or the crazy fun thread you've got me doing in Tahiti right now, because who doesn't love elevators. And mimosas. And bad jokes.
Or how we got started talking about Frank's birthday and that reminded me I haven't had a conversation more than three comments long with him since before Fontana. When did he fall out of my life?
And speaking of falling out, if there's somebody I'd like to thank for all this success, it'd be Tobey. I only hope he's proud of me. Just having me call him to say thank you would mean a lot.
If you really want to get something right, all you have to do to make me happy is keep playing. Having the people I care about in my life will do a lot more for us than any trophy I bring home. Though I am bringing home that trophy.
But you know what I realized yesterday? None of this stuff matters. What matters is me spending time with Michael and making sure he's taken care of after everything.
Or the crazy fun thread you've got me doing in Tahiti right now, because who doesn't love elevators. And mimosas. And bad jokes.
Or how we got started talking about Frank's birthday and that reminded me I haven't had a conversation more than three comments long with him since before Fontana. When did he fall out of my life?
And speaking of falling out, if there's somebody I'd like to thank for all this success, it'd be Tobey. I only hope he's proud of me. Just having me call him to say thank you would mean a lot.
If you really want to get something right, all you have to do to make me happy is keep playing. Having the people I care about in my life will do a lot more for us than any trophy I bring home. Though I am bringing home that trophy.