footnotes: Fuck this. (Fuck you. Fuck me.)
Johnny Truant ([personal profile] footnotes) wrote in [community profile] dear_mun2012-04-25 10:08 pm

I don't even know. canon is House of Leaves

Not a fucking clue what you're doing. I guess some things stay constant. That part's good. Constancy's good. Even if the rest of it's a shithouse mess. Even if you're stumbling blind like the rest of us, even if you're trying so very hard to convince yourself you've got this shit. It's almost funny in a dry way. Like Zampanò shambling to his feet for one last go at a spiraling charge up the hill.

For your sake--hell, for mine--you should've just put the book down, and walked away.

I fucking warned you. This is not for you.

And now look at yourself. The damn thing's already snatched you up and torn in with its teeth, claws, whatever the hell it has, but it doesn't matter. Never did, never will, it's all academic now. But that's the damned problem, isn't it?

You keep getting drawn back to it. Studying it. Writing. Going back, always, constantly, maybe for minutes at a time but others for hours, editing, rewriting, shifting passages around, scrapping sections, adding new ones, forming new connections, winding a clew through the whole thing for you and whoever you're insane enough to show it to to follow.

Trails can be followed both ways.


Can't be helped now. Nothing you or I or her or the old man or anyone can do. Maybe there never was.

If you're going to do this, do it right, man.

screech

[personal profile] redandloud 2012-04-26 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
We're all stumbling blind.

as it should be?

[personal profile] redandloud 2012-04-26 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
Especially them. At least we're less deluded.

[personal profile] redandloud 2012-04-28 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Death, or freedom. Or both.

[personal profile] redandloud 2012-04-28 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Warning doesn't do any good if the only way out is through, or that's what I've heard. It's hard to help the temptation of - learning? Seeing? Falling into traps, anyway. There's always traps. Things that become other things.

[personal profile] redandloud 2012-04-28 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not that books become labyrinths, it's that people create labyrinths and - and sometimes, perhaps, they create books that are labyrinths, but it's menace, it's intention, it's not natural! Synthetic. Men who become other men and become each other and are, in the end, only part of the same construct.

Everything falls apart in the end when you break through, though, that's the beauty of it, that's the only hope. Certainly not suffering, certainly not love.
scaretaker: (DID YOU CALL FOR CRAZY?)

A+

[personal profile] scaretaker 2012-04-26 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
Trouble with the bookshelf?
scaretaker: (HAY GRRL I HEARD ABOUT YO PARTY)

[personal profile] scaretaker 2012-04-28 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
You're a real piece of work, ain't ya? Sounds like you could use a vacation. Somewhere up in the mountains, maybe, nice blanket of fresh pure snow.
scaretaker: (Tonight...YOU.)

[personal profile] scaretaker 2012-04-28 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a hotel I know, though...it ain't always cold, come spring and summer...but it's got a maze. Real nice one, you can see everything if you're in the right place at the right time.
flewallover: (Elek-tro-fried from root to tip)

[personal profile] flewallover 2012-04-26 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
That sounds like a real problem, man.
flewallover: (This is shitty therapy.)

:D

[personal profile] flewallover 2012-04-28 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
What? You can't just put the damn thing down?
flewallover: (You want me to beat off?)

[personal profile] flewallover 2012-04-28 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
You didn't put it down if you're still thinkin' about it, though, didja?
flewallover: (PUT 'ER IN THE BASKET CHIEF!)

[personal profile] flewallover 2012-04-28 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Dead or was dead?

Cuz if he was dead that sounds like some freaky vampire shit.
flewallover: (God this is a total trip)

[personal profile] flewallover 2012-04-28 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Ahhh, I gotcha. I was just jerkin' your chain anyway.

Never met an author before.
herr_niemand: (Default)

[personal profile] herr_niemand 2012-04-26 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
Do it wrong and you get captioned with an edited dog photo!
ghostintheanimus: (aware)

16 would love that book so fucking much

[personal profile] ghostintheanimus 2012-04-26 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
It's the space between the writing that tells you what it really says. Nobody ever looks, they don't have the right eyes!

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