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You know it's not going to work out that way, right? Or are you just that damn stupid?

Soon as my oh-so highly esteemed host sets foot in the city friends are not a thing that are going to happen, even as much as you want it to. Lets stick with the ones I have. You know, the ones who aren't wastes of space and all... No, I'm not counting the plants.

Oh, and this illusion you've got of more Shadows popping up? Drop it.

You know as well as me that no one is coming and honestly, I'd prefer not being stuck mopping up the mess they'd all make. My tolerance only goes so far.

The originals can stay home too.

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Your mundane found a home for you? At least they have the guts to follow through on doing that. Mine just has me sitting here until she decides on a whim she feels like playing with me.

Wouldn't call it a home, but it's not a total fucking drag at least.

From one cage and to the other, huh?

Isn't that always the way? I suppose it's too much to ask that I get to be one of the main stars around here.

You're lucky, Souji-kun. At least being somewhere more permanent, you know that what you're doing matters.

Weird really, considering you're already enough of a diva. [He seems amused though. For the moment, he doesn't mean anything bad by it.]

Matters and matters. It's about Inaba-level of boring so far. [Shrug.]

And quickly filling up with humans with issues.

Come on, I'm not that bad. It's not like I'm asking for everyone else to be ignored.

[Still, she's not that offended. She is a princess, after all]

Ugh, what's with them? Our side always gets so noisy when they show up, why would we want to be around even more of them?

About as expected, considering who you came from.

Don't particularly give a damn about the noise, but I'll never understand why they come to me [read; his host] with their goddamn issues. If they offered something in return it'd be fine, but no, wringing me dry for favors like a rag seems to be socially acceptable all around.

I suppose that happens when you're a leader. They expect you to know everything and fix everything while they pretend they're helping when really they're only making everything harder.

Never giving a thought about my problems is also a popular trend. [He rolls his eyes at this.]

Like I'm some sort of fucking saint too. [He huffs, looking unamused and maybe even a bit annoyed.] But then, I suppose you know all about that, considering how your dear original is just about subscribed to "a helping hand from Souji-kun".

Ugh, humans. All so self-absorbed. They should be willing to do anything for you in thanks for what you help them through.

[And that last comment gets a derisive snort]

Oh yeah. "I'll do it on my own"? Not so convincing when she's asking the other you to hold her hand through it all. It's just like I said, we're not strong enough to do things by ourselves. And deep down she knows that.

My point exactly.

[Bit of a smirk here. It's nice to talk to someone who understands.]

Lying to themselves is a trait they all have in common, so I wouldn't worry about it, princess. Reality is going to catch up with them soon enough.

Oh I'm not worried. I can't wait to see her fall on her ass the second she has to let go of everyone's hand. No Chie, no you, no family and she thinks she can make it? How can I not be entertained?

Deserving of its own TV Show, no? [Both eyebrows go up and he chuckles softly, before shaking his head.]

You know, if your mun wants a place for you there's always room where I'm at. Having a fellow Shadow there would be... Refreshing.

It's like you read my mind.

[And a dramatic sigh at that]

Maybe if she ever gets done screwing up everyone else's lives. But I have a feeling I'm not destined for anywhere, much as I might want otherwise.

What can I say? I'm accustomed to knowing what people need.

[Not one of his favorite traits, but one none the less thanks to his dear host. And then he shrugs.]

At least she knows the option's there now, no?

That's true. Perhaps I can keep working on her, though I won't be holding my breath.

[> You take a moment to stare at your Shadow self, not expecting to have come across him here.]

...You.

Oh great.

[Watch his mood drop significantly.]

You. What the fuck do you want, oh dear host of mine? [He does a mock bow, a contemptuous sneer on his face, yellow eyes focused on him.]

Don't you have some fuckwits to help with their life problems? No? Maybe some good deed to do without getting anything in return?

[> You instantly decide you dislike your Shadow, though you do not deny his existence due to having already accepted him as you.]

I haven't come across anyone from Inaba yet...

And when I do, I'll help them like a friend should.

Of course you will. [He frowns. This is complete bullshit.]

You'll run yourself ragged helping everyone except yourself and people won't give a shit that you do, like how it always is, right? When are you going to stop pretending you're okay with everything?!

I don't help my friends for the credibility. I help them because they're my friends.

[> You run that through your head a few more times to makes sure it had a meaning besides the obvious.]

Some friends they are.

[He growls. It's been a while since he was angry like this.]

They don't even care! What about your problems, huh?! What about you?! Why don't they give a shit what goes on in your life?!

[He laughs a little, and shoves his hair back with a hand even though it just falls back into his face again instantly as he shakes his head.] People who don't know you can hardly be called your friends.

[> You expect your Shadow to not understand the concept, but continue to try and drive the point home anyways.]

We share bonds that allow us to understand one another. We don't need to know every aspect of each other's lives to be close.

No? [An eyebrow is arched at him.]

You just need to know all of theirs? How the fuck is that fair?

[He averts his eyes, and shakes his head again. He really doesn't understand it, no. But as something that was born out of anger about people not caring how he feels, you can't really expect him to.] And stop rejecting everything I say!

[It might be subtle. He's taken the approach to try and reason with him and it's really annoying.]

It's complete bullshit! Friends should know when you need some support too! And they should definitely be kept in the loop of how you feel and not be all awkward about it!!

[> You want to continue arguing against what your Shadow says, but you can't just deny every point he brings up.]

It is true, that my friends could show more interest in my life...

[> You calmly state your feelings, accepting that part of yourself.]

...If I were to go out of my way to tell them how I feel, however, I'm sure they would listen.

......

[Well, that's a start. He's still trying to reason with him though, but it's a bit less annoying now.]

... Right. Of course people who didn't bother to fucking call for a whole month while Nanako and Dojima were in the hospital would care if you tell them how you feel. Or maybe they just don't care.

[He huffs.] You haven't forgotten, have you?

[He gives him a sharp look.] How being alone in that house all those nights felt?

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this is late, I hope you don't mind? ;_;

Of course not!

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