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dear_mun2012-04-08 01:25 am
headedforhope) wrote in dear_mun2012-04-08 01:25 am
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on development and upcoming plot things at queenofheartsrp
It's not easy being brave, is it, Mun-san?
It's hard to acknowledge your fear, to accept that ugly part of yourself and act anyway instead of becoming paralyzed. To let yourself be vulnerable, to be honest even when it's painful. To change....to walk forward, rather than cry all alone.
I don't know very many things that I struggle with more. Fighting monsters is scary, yet that's a familiar sort of fright - I can handle that. But what you're planning? I really don't know.
....but I have to try, right? I can't run away anymore.
[Slow exhale. A weak little smile.]
No matter how it ends, for better or worse, at least I'll have been brave.
It's hard to acknowledge your fear, to accept that ugly part of yourself and act anyway instead of becoming paralyzed. To let yourself be vulnerable, to be honest even when it's painful. To change....to walk forward, rather than cry all alone.
I don't know very many things that I struggle with more. Fighting monsters is scary, yet that's a familiar sort of fright - I can handle that. But what you're planning? I really don't know.
....but I have to try, right? I can't run away anymore.
[Slow exhale. A weak little smile.]
No matter how it ends, for better or worse, at least I'll have been brave.