Homeless

[not_desade]

And here we are again, the story is over and nothing more for you to gain from dipping your toes back in. Truly must we do this again? I tire of these endless games. It has been far to many years to start anew.

Just leave me to be forgotten once more.

Your not listening of course, you never do.

Comments

[fierydive]

I'm surprised you have it in you to complain at this point. They're clearly too stubborn to give up.

[not_desade]

I will complain until I run out of words. I will never stop fighting.

[fierydive]

That's a good idea until it's against a force that doesn't care about your words or will.

[not_desade]

Which would be a problem if I were all bark and no bite, I can more than defend myself, but I am a gentleman and would rather wait to resort to violence.

[fierydive]

How charming. Regardless I doubt you have any more bite than anyone else. If gods and god slayers are whims to their wont, what makes you different?

[not_desade]

[ How. dare.]

You bring a fine point to the table, madame, but I still feel better to fight than to just roll over and accept it. Those who do nothing are rarely remembered.

[fierydive]

[ She lives to offend others. ]

A fight with no chance of victory cannot be called a fight. It's a struggle at best. Is playing along until they get bored that terrible of an idea?

[not_desade]

Is that what you do?

[fierydive]

'Tis easier to accept the companionship and freedom all of this allows. Fighting it would accomplish naught but wearing myself out.

[not_desade]

I do not think I have surrender in me alas.

[fierydive]

Surrendering and acceptance aren't the same thing.

[not_desade]

And acceptance is also not in my blood.

[fierydive]

You're an unfortunate man then.

[not_desade]

You are not the first to say so. I vastly disagree however. I tend to think when the winds of favor blow in my direction I rise to every challenge.

[ Sure.]

[fierydive]

The people who only know to fight against everything that comes their way are always the ones who end up failing when one wind comes too great for them to stand against.

[ Personal experience expert on that. ]

cw... suicide-y ish idk whatever

[not_desade]

Maybe that is what I am after, milady. A breeze to knock me down for good.

gyula no plz

[fierydive]

[ Wow that's out of left field uhhhh- ]

You means to live with naught but the hope of escape from it all?

he'll leave a pretty corpse.

[not_desade]

[ Where was the wine? He needed a drink. ]

I do not know if that is what I mean at all.

unsure if comforting or not

[fierydive]

[ So does she if it's gonna go down that road. Alas. ]

Your words would not imply it. A man who says that he should fight against all else would not be a man I would suspect seeking escape from it all.

Better a pretty corpse than nothing?

[not_desade]

I am a creature of many contradictions, madame, I have the will to fight but I am not sure I have much left within me beyond that.

hhhm uncertain noises

[fierydive]

One might argue that as long as one has the will to fight they also have the will to live.

Re: hhhm uncertain noises

[not_desade]

Maybe, but really what does the world gain with my continued exsistance?

[fierydive]

Who knows? All I know is death is an end and that rare is the person who wants their story to end for one reason or another.

[pinokosthewife]

It’s never too late to do shomething!! Pinoko’s story was over before her mun was even born!!

Ah, but, it depends on if you actually want to or not... do you really want to be forgotten?