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dear_mun2015-12-25 02:53 pm
dontcallhergeneral) wrote in dear_mun2015-12-25 02:53 pm
crying? i'm not crying, you're crying.
I know Rey will bring Luke home to me.
I wish he had never left, and of course I never blamed him for what happened. He's my brother, and I love him... just as I love my son, even now. I know you don't understand how, but I can forgive him. I believe there's still good in him, still light.
I think Han would have wanted me to forgive him, too. I... I hope he's found peace. I'll carry a gaping void within me now that can never be filled until I see him again.
No, I didn't tell him how I felt about him before he left, how I still feel for him now, but...
he knows.
I wish he had never left, and of course I never blamed him for what happened. He's my brother, and I love him... just as I love my son, even now. I know you don't understand how, but I can forgive him. I believe there's still good in him, still light.
I think Han would have wanted me to forgive him, too. I... I hope he's found peace. I'll carry a gaping void within me now that can never be filled until I see him again.
No, I didn't tell him how I felt about him before he left, how I still feel for him now, but...
he knows.
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[Oh, how she's missed you. He can probably feel it through the force.]
Don't say that. It's not your fault.
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[He missed her too, deeply and it shows on his face. And yes he felt Han's death, how could he not as tied together as the three of them were.]
I failed Ben. I wasn't good enough of a teacher to guide him.