On growing up, becoming a lady and finding ones place in the world.. or not.

[ahiddenkiss]

While it is true, and I acknowledge that, I must grow up and be what society thinks is proper; it doesn't mean I want to.

I wanted a life of adventure, or at least something more than to marry a man who is well off enough to provide for me and my comfort. That seems greedy and self serving to say the least.

As a girl I went to Neverland I met Indians and fought pirates and was nearly ended by mermaids... it was the most fantastic thing I can imagine. How am I to simply leave all memory of that behind and accept this dull life?

I may no longer be a child, but I refuse to be a sedate gossip with nothing more than social engagements and a house to manage.

It wouldn't really be running away would it? That's only something children do, and I am now a woman.

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[to_the_end]

You worry too much.

Think less and act more. You'll be happier in the end.

[ahiddenkiss]

Tiger Lily! I wish I had the freedom to do just that, life in my world is more confining, has more rules. Of course there is less threat of mortal peril as well.

[to_the_end]

If you don't like your world, leave it. That's what I would do, Wendy-lady.

[ahiddenkiss]

I'm afraid that is more difficult done than said. I have no way to leave, when Peter brought us to Neverland it was with magic that doesn't exist here. If there were such a way, such a chance to be on one unending adventure I think now I might never chose to leave it.

[to_the_end]

What if I told you there were such magic? Would you believe me?

[ahiddenkiss]

I think you all have shown me enough in my brief time there that I can accept a great deal on faith. But how do you know of such magic in my world?

[to_the_end]

I know many things, Wendy-lady. It's the same magic that lets me talk to you now.

[ahiddenkiss]

Indeed, your people were talented with things mysterious to myself and my brothers. But if you would, tell me more of this.

[to_the_end]

All you need to do is think the way Peter does. Think of "games."

[ahiddenkiss]

Games? My father says I am too old for games. [She frowned and folded her hands, as if the idea of outgrowing such pleasures was hurtful to her.]

[to_the_end]

There are different kinds of games. Not the sort your father would ever understand.

Games that could take you very far away.

[ahiddenkiss]

Oh? What sort of games do you mean then?

[to_the_end]

They are many. And have a lot of names.

...and they aren't for the feint of heart, Wendy-lady. You must know that before anything else.

[ahiddenkiss]

Worse than Neverland? I wouldn't want to be involved in something more dangerous than that.

[to_the_end]

Wouldn't you?

I am not sure I believe that.

[soldier_blade]

You could always marry a man who's into adventure, there have to be a few of them around.

Or just strike it off on your own. Sure, it'll be tough, but it's not impossible.

[ahiddenkiss]

The men I've met find adventure to mean dining at a new restaurant or a new cut of suit. That is not what I long for, but it is what is considered appropriate.

Adventuring on my own isn't entirely something I know how to make happen, if it is even possible.

[soldier_blade]

ooc: these two need to thread in a real game..you familiar with mortal kombat at all?

I see your point

Well, you're young atleast. If you've courage and intelligence enough, you could find a way.

[ahiddenkiss]

ooc: a bit yes, but not as much as I could be.

It is a sad truth.

I flatter myself to think so, I faced down an infamous pirate. I suppose though it is really the situation which determines ones courage, perhaps that is the side of intelligence.

[soldier_blade]

ooc: Sonya's an Army Spec. Ops officer and one of the few 'good' earthrealm warriors who fights without some sort of supernatural gift or ability.

Try and find a some way to get into a college. If you're that concerned about your family, just remind them that men go to universities too.

Facing a pirate of any sort takes courage, and if you manage to outsmart then yes it does take intelligence.

[ahiddenkiss]

OOC: I remember that, I think the little I played was Sonya and Cammy

Women are starting to attend university, I suppose that would not be utterly out of the question to propose.

Peter truly bested him, but I stood alone against Hook for some time, I remember he terrified me and fascinated me in equal measure.

[soldier_blade]

ooc: mkx-the game and comic series-are the first time they treat sonya as an actual character. Cammy's underrated I think.

That's something in your favor. While there, you'll be able to find some place of your own, or at the very least connections. Men will take you more seriously when they realize you're not just there to catch a husband.

Some men are like that..

[ahiddenkiss]

[I didn't realize there were comics too, cool!

I will look into that directly, it seems a safe way to forestall any pressing suitors as well. It might well buy me years.

Are they? He wasn't like other men I have known, but that is limited to my father and those who travel in our social circle. They tend to be mild in manner.

[soldier_blade]

ooc: the mkx comics are a prequel to the game, and actually I think the story writer's better with the characters than the game ones. You can read the issues online.

A degree will take atleast several years to earn, so you're right.

Yes, unfortunately, and what's worse is that they're aware of those traits and will use them as weapons-or try to anyway. Not saying all men are like that, I've fought and spent time with a good number of decent men, but it's a matter of looking for 'red flags'.

Best advice, trust your instincts, not your heart. Even if your family's trying to hook you up with someone you feel is 'not right', find a way to get out of it.

[ahiddenkiss]

[oh, that makes sense, a lot of things get comic book tie ins and prequels these days.]

Well there is that, then.

Red flags? I suppose that is exactly what they would be, a warning of things to come. You fight with men? Are you in the service? I didn't know women were allowed.

[soldier_blade]

'Red flags' is a figure of speech, warning bells is another-just an internal sign that something or someone is all wrong despite appearances.

US Army, and it's an era thing. Women in your time might be able to volunteer as an army nurse, but they wouldn't be allowed to officially join the army until the late 1930s. They started allowing women to enlist as officers to prevent fraternization.

[ahiddenkiss]

Ahh, I see. No that makes complete sense to me and I have known this feeling. Hook raised red flags a plenty.

US? The states? In your era, which I am ravenously curious about, women are so free to do so much. I envy that.

[soldier_blade]

Fascination or not, if he raises red flags, he's one to stay away from.

Compared to where you live, yes we're giving more freedom, but it's far from perfect either. I've been called every insult in the book- *among other things she's not about to discuss with a girl her age* And with what I've paid and sacrificed to get where I am, it's not for everyone.

Still, doesn't mean I wouldn't change a thing either.

[ahiddenkiss]

[Wendy thought about that, sacrifice could be a great many things but it seemed there would be much she might be willing to give up to have freedom. She decided she rather liked this woman, she seemed proud and noble without being unkind or dismissive. much unlike her Aunt.]

I had business with him, I had to rescue my brothers and Peter, but I shan't be seeing him again I think. such magic works only when you are a child.

But apparently my manners are no better now than they were then, my name is Wendy Darling, it is a pleasure to make your acquaintance.

[soldier_blade]

Brave of you.

*The name rings a bell of her own, the references to brothers and 'Peter' only reinforcing it* It's all right. I'm Captain Sonya Blade.

[ahiddenkiss]

I don't think so, I couldn't leave them so what choice did I have? [the idea that her actions might have been brave hadn't even occurred to her. It was what had to be done so scared or not she had to do it.]

A Captain no less, well then now I have known a nice captain and a vicious one. I should perhaps write this into a story.

[soldier_blade]

Sadly, experience dictates that there are people who would sell out their family if it meant saving their skins. [Something she knows from experience.]

[The remark of her being 'nice' gets a smirk.] I'm only vicious in combat.[And when her loved ones are threatened-she can be a self professed momma bear when that happens. I make a point not to harm or threaten kids, so you're right on that account.

[ahiddenkiss]

Hook had no such qualms, he was the worst sort of cad. He presented a pretty and charming face and manner but it hid his true intentions.

I am glad to know you Captain Blade.

[soldier_blade]

Pretty sure I dated a few of those types.

It was interesting talking with you as well, Ms. Darling.

[ahiddenkiss]

Dated? Heavens, I don't think Hook has ever dated. He seems to live only for killing Peter and the other Lost Boys and taking over Neverland.

[soldier_blade]

*The stories ring so familiar in her head*

I can think of a few things some of the guys would say to that, but none of them are fit for a young lady to hear.