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So, look. I get why people have been reacting to my... indecisiveness. And I'm glad you understand where I'm coming from... Someone has to, I mean.

That... doesn't really make it any easier, though. We can't just be running around like we did when we were kids. We have to figure out how to be responsible with our power, and the consequences of wielding it.

If that means I have to hesitate, I will. But I'm not going to run away, either.

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... That doesn't make it any easier, Mimi. We need to start thinking of what to do after the fight is over.

I didn't say it was easy!

But if we spend too much time worrying about that then it'll be worse in the long run. If you guys hadn't fought then imagine how many more people would've been hurt.

... And what if there had been people in the path of the Omega Cannon?

I'm not. Saying you're wrong, Mimi. It's just a lot to think about. A lot I need to think about.

Well...then Omegamon would've been more careful, I think.

Alphamon sure wouldn't have.

... Maybe, but it was also unavoidable. The area was pretty devastated.

It's not about whose fault it is, either, Mimi. It's about what to do when the battle's over.

Yeah, I know. I remember what it was like in the digiworld world when everyone seemed to be dying for us.

[And she'd almost run away.]

But you can't let what might happen stop you from doing what you have to.

Yeah, I know.

But I need to think about HOW I do it. That's... what I'm trying to say.

If I just do whatever comes to mind... without thinking about people...

...

And then there's Nishikawa-sensei's group. What does their appearing mean? Are they really on our side. A group of humans exists to deal with digimon...

They're pretty mysterious, huh?

But it's no surprise after last time the digimon showed up. I'm just surprised they wanted our help!

They call it help, but I feel kind of used. And Gennai is helping them...

I just meant they didn't roll out tanks or something.

He wouldn't help them if they weren't good guys, right?

... I certainly hope so.

Well the lady who picked me up was nice. Kinda quiet.

Does your teacher seem on the up-and-up?

Wait. Lady that picked you up?

... And no, he's just generally really suspicious.

At the airport? She brought me to all of you!

Well, he's part of some secret government thing so of course he's suspicious.

... I never really met or talked to her.

Just. I don't know. Takato and Masaru both told me about government organizations that dealt with Digimon. There were good people there, but...

... There were also people who made mistakes. And people who were just plain awful. I don't want that for our world.

Well.

All we can do is what we can do! If the government wants to do something, it's not like we can stop them.

... Heh.

You're always so sure of yourself and everything else, Mimi.

I just don't want to spend all my time worrying about everything I can't fix! I know what I can do, I've got Palmon, I've got my friends.

What else do I need, huh?

Heh. It does work for you, I will admit.

... By the way, was it your idea to ditch me and Yamato on the ferris wheel?

Weeeeell.

It wasn't all my idea.

Hikari too, huh?

And Takeru.

It was kind of a group thing. None of us wanted to deal with you two glaring at each other all the time.

So where does the lot of you watching like we're zoo animals come in?

[She giggles.]

It's not our fault you two grew up handsome. Who wouldn't want to watch? We could barely keep Sora away from the window.

... O-Okay, that's not even close to what was going on. And not something I should even think about.