On learning to cope with her anger management issues

[rogueinladysclothing]

So, we're doing this. We're trying to make me a better person, to fundamentally change how I react to any given situation. In a place far from home, with only one person around who actually gives a damn about me (employers don't count and you know it).

This is... necessary, but a terrible idea. What if I fail? What if it gets worse and I'm stuck here, far from home? What if I piss off that one last person and find myself completely alone? Worse yet, what happens if it works and I never get home? So many things left undone, so many things left unsaid.

...I would kill to be home right now. And perhaps that's why I need this so much.

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[afaceisnothing]

Personal g-growth is v-v-...very hard. B-But wanting to improve speaks v-volumes of your character!

Y-You may also count me among those wh-who'd like to see you do w-well.

[rogueinladysclothing]

It also hurts in ways that I can't even begin to properly explain. At times I feel like a blade to the heart would hurt less.

[She smiles lightly.] Thank you. You're very kind.