dear_mun | oh god. dusting off muse, voicetesting.

Join the club. Humans treat us like toys, let us gather dust, and then pull us back out when their friends remind us we even exist.

{ Someone's clearly bitter about the exact same thing happening to him. }

Oh, you poor, poor baby! I have to say, it's cute watching them struggle trying to pick us up again like they actually ever cared, isn't it? All that time and effort put in all those years ago, and for what? To be merely reminisced about and wished that their stupid "muse" would come and play with them?

Give me a brrrrrreak.

[ She breaks into a fit of giggles. Bitter's an understatement at this point. ]

Edited 2015-10-28 14:15 (UTC)

{ At first he thinks that "poor, poor baby" comment is insulting, but after hearing the rest and having it be pretty much his entire thoughts on the matter be put better than he would have put it himself, he lets it slide. Besides, it's been forever since he's seen another half-elf here. }

Mine shoved me in some stupid game because of a "cast." I don't even recognize any of the people there. I'd have rather stayed forgotten. If Martel isn't there, I want nothing to do with it.

Edited 2015-10-28 14:51 (UTC)

Right, right, you're the one who has a thing for their sister. Not like a thing thing, of course, but to any uninitiated, it seems real easy for someone to start calling you Lannister!

[ There's a self-indulging wink at the audience. Cute. ]

But thaaaat sucks. At least if no one knows you like anyone from the Regeneration group does, you can have all kinds of fun and not have anyone expect it, right~?

See, see, look! Munnie's already used both of the icons she bothered to upload! Jeez, how lazy~!

{ At first Mithos recoils. He had been led to believe that Lloyd basically covered up his true nature, and the truth behind the Church of Martel and Cruxis. Not only would nobody have believed him, but he'd have probably been accused of blasphemy and sacrilege. }

I have no idea who "Lannister" is. { Probably a good thing. } I guess I shouldn't be surprised Lloyd didn't keep his mouth shut. What an idiot. I bet Sylvarant and Tethe'alla went right back to fighting with each other as soon as the world's were rejoined, too.

Congratulations.

[ She raises her hands in defense. Oops, maybe she said a little too much. ]

Oh, nonono, that's all on the mum back in the New World. I just figured since our meeting is already smashing a bunch of barriers, why not go for the gold and know about things I wouldn't normally know! Though it's hard to believe, such I'm such a smart girl as it is.

[ A wink. She's definitely not trying to be subtle at all. ]

{ Oh. Well. He can't argue with that. }

Well, in that case... You would have made a great Desian. { Maybe even an angel, but given how hellbent they were on getting a Cruxis Crystal before, he leaves that unsaid. } You could have replaced that traitor Rodyle. He's just lucky Lloyd got to him before I did.

{ Though Pronyma giving him what he wanted - a Cruxis Crystal - while conveniently forgetting to mention that he also needed a Rune Crest was pretty good, too. }

[ Another fit of giggles. Happy gas, maybe? Or maybe she was just her own constant source of the stuff. ]

Oh, you flatter me far too much! It's a shame things had to go the way it did~! I feel like we could've really benefited from each other, y'know? Especially when I had my real power from that weird demon book. That would have been a lot of fun to use more than I did~!

{ It's a shame they never met in their world(s). Her words were his thoughts exactly. Her backstory was remarkably similar to his own: Being ostracized for being a half-elf, losing people who were important to her, feeling as if she can trust very few people, and having to gain power to protect what was theirs. }

Yeah... { Wait, what? } Demon book?

{ She can't mean... }

[ It kind of was terrifying how similar their stories were. Imagine what would've happened if their circumstances were switched. She was practically buzzing with the energy of what could have been, in some distant door among millions. ]

Ye~ep! They told me so long as I found the other one, I could keep the one I found and use its powers! It was really good at controlling people, specifically!

[ She sounds way too excited to be talking about that. ]

{ There would have been a lot less humans, that was for sure. At that phase of his plan, he cared more about resurrecting his sister than he did about creating exspheres to erase the differences between humans, elves, and half-elves and creating his utopian, if distorted interpretation of Martel's last wish. If she had been in his position instead... }

Last I heard, some idiot human gathered the Devil Arms and tried to use the other book to turn himself into a demon. That one had mine and two of the other Seraphim's memories sealed inside of it to make sure it couldn't be used in that way. We were a little too busy trying to end a war and getting that damned squirrel to stop enabling the humans to use magitechnology by refusing to stop the flow of mana. The last thing we needed was an invasion from Niflheim.

[ It'd be an utter catastrophe. She's bad enough as it is, but to give her free reign over whatever she wanted to do? Hima'd be a smoking crater, for starters. And that's just the tip. ]

Boo. A demon invasion could have been fun~! It'd make things more exciting, at the very least!

[ Someone needs a redefinition of the word 'fun.']

{ The two of them would have been even more dangerous had they have known each other, that was for sure. And not just to Hima. }

I guess I can't argue with it being exciting, but the timing would have been horrible. { Wars to end, Centurions to get rid of, genocides to commit. } So, uh... I guess you know the truth about the Church of Martel. I'm sorry about your parents...

{ If only because he's an orphan as well, and can relate to that, at least. }

I guess that's what happens when you leave humans in charge of things like that.

No need for an apology~! It's not your fault my parents got themselves killed like idiots! I mean, sure, you were the one who basically put it in their heads to go on that stupid pilgrimage, but last I checked, you didn't send monsters to kill their whole caravan, did you?

[ She giggles, talking like it's no big deal. She waves him off as one would a child. ]

No problem, no problem. I'm better off, anyway!

W-Well... No, I didn't.

{ Well, that was kind of a surprising answer. That was a pretty sharp contrast between the way she lost her parents and how he lost Martel. He'd likely never trust, or even accept humans again. She barely even seemed to care, and only took it as motivation not to be like them. }

I don't even remember my parents. Martel mostly raised me.

[ To be fair, they did basically cause her to hate all humans, as well. It just didn't come until well after their deaths and she was put in the orphanage. ]

Lucky lucky you. I remember my parents just fine. But I also remember the piss poor memories of being "raised" by a bunch or idiots in an orphanage. At least you had someone that actually gave a shit about you!

[ Decus didn't really count. ]

{ The more they talk, the more sorry for her that he feels. He never really thought about his parents, and as cruel as Heimdall's other inhabitants were, he was happy with Martel. Alice didn't even have that much. As similar as their lives were, hers actually sounded worse, the way she was describing it. And Mithos actually believes it. }

I'm sorry, Alice.

[ Egh, all this pity for her was starting to wig her out. It was nice that someone sort of actually cared for a change (again, Decus doesn't count), but this was too weird. If anything, being shown all weak and helpless.

Which, of course, wasn't her point. ]

The pity's not necessary, you know. If anything, I should be thanking those creeps back then for letting me give them some totally satisfying deaths~! Seeing Hima burn to a crisp was kinda fun!

Edited 2015-11-12 16:36 (UTC)

{ Mithos still felt bad for her, but she was right; Mithos didn't want pity from Lloyd or Genis, so he could relate to not wanting any from him. It was just the first time he thinks he's met somebody who can truly say she can understand where he's coming from, after hearing how similar their stories were.

He thought he could have said the same for Kratos and Yuan. If anyone could have understood, it should have been them. But they betrayed him. Clearly, Mithos had been mistaken. ~~Right?~~ }

I won't lose any sleep over a bunch of humans in Hima. I felt pretty good after destroying Ozette, too.

{ Of course, considering what happened after was the first time he ever considered that he might be wrong... Until he found out Yuan betrayed him, of course. }

I'd heard about demons appearing in Hima. I guess I shouldn't be surprised it was you.

[ In that regard, Alice was the more fortunate one. She had Decus with her for years, never leaving her side once (sure, the constant declarations of love were creepy at worst, but she had grown to get over it). And he had gotten the same treatment as her, because he associated with her. ]

Weeell, what can I say? I just leave an impression wherever I go. [ She was under the impression it was from one of the Centurion cores nearby, but she wasn't going to complain. ]

{ No argument there. She'd already made an impression on him. Had he known about Decus, he could say he could relate a bit there, as well. He wasn't stupid, he knew Pronyma was in love with him, but needless to say, it was completely unrequited. She was useful to him, sure. But she shouldn't have called him "Mithos," especially not after failing him.

He sighs. It felt odd to have someone with whom to discuss the past, someone who wouldn't judge him, at least not in the holier-than-thou way Lloyd did, or even Kratos, now. }

That's why I stayed in Cruxis. I'm sick of humans. I bet they wouldn't even believe that the hero they believe in or the Goddess they worship were half-elves.

WHAT? WHY WOULD THAT HAPPEN?

[Lloyd...Lloyd, please. No.]

You tell me, Lloyd. Why do humans ever fight?

{ Lloyd. Lloyd. Remember who you're talking to, here. }

[ Zelos remembers. Very well in fact! And that's his friend you're spewing daggers at, Mithos. ]

Your ideal was pretty extreme too, wasn't it?

[ Making everyone the same. You know...lifeless. ]

[Well, it's nice to see his friends still believe in him.]

Yeah, making everyone lifeless angels without the ability to think for themselves is a horrible idea.

[Lloyd puffs out a breath of air.]

And I never thought that everything would be perfect. There's too much mutual hate on both worlds to simply overcome because they've been put back together after 4000 years. But at least when they're together, we can stop sacrificing people to your horrible plan to keep everyone alive!

Because dying in a pointless war is much better, right? Not even two years later and the Kharlan War starts up all over again. How long before magitechnology comes back, too? If anything, I feel pretty vindicated, right about now.

{ Mithos scoffs. }

There's a reason I didn't rejoin the worlds, myself. Martel was only half of it.

Haha! [ Zelos slugged an arm around Lloyd's shoulder, because he's got your back, bro! ]

No matter where you go, someone's always gonna have a different belief.

[ Should he mention Yuan and Kratos? Or would that sting too much? ]

[ Where the fuck did you two come from. You weren't here a second ago. Alice giggles, cocking her head to the side. ]

But there's always going to be a reigning belief that's better than everyone else's! Be it because of legit faith or some strongarming, there will always be a popular belief!

It's just the matter of who's stronger! Even the best ideals can crumble if they're put in the hands of some meddling kids~!

[ And that darned Chosen, too. ]

You're saying I should just accept that Tethe'alla and Sylvarant will always want to be at war with each other? If that's how I felt 4,000 years ago, there wouldn't be a Sylvarant or Tethe'alla.

{ Mithos wasn't going to debate this with them. He already saved their world once. If he were still around, he'd decide they were on their own this time. Last time, they thanked him by killing Martel. Now, predictably, they went right back to fighting. He's done with humans. If anything, in his eyes, they've proven him right: Not only were the worlds better off split, they can't change.

At least, not on their own. Not willingly. Not without being forced. }

Whatever. Let them fight their stupid war. I saved them once, I'm not doing it again. Let it be Ratatosk's problem, this time. If you rejoined the worlds, it's only a matter of time before that dumb squirrel comes back.

You can't stop people from doing what they're going to do! And just because you're more powerful than others doesn't mean you have the right to dominate them. Raine-sensei says it's our job to teach them about what you did and why to prevent it from happening again.

[Lloyd scratches at his head as he tries to find the right words.]

I know why you did what you did, Mithos. I don't agree with it and I won't do it myself either.

Lucky. So it forgettin' or is your player as big of a whingey berk as mine and not playin' outta cowardice?

[Adeline no]

Adeline yes~.

I have no idea what a "whingey berk" is, but Munnie actually did it of her own choice, which is rare for a spineless twerp like her~!

[ Rude. ]

So, what are you, anyway?

Ehhh, its more or less what ya called your player. Only, yannow, worse.

[Adeline pls]

Me? Ah, the scales yeah? I'm a human with dragony bits that give her superpowers.

Ooooh, fun stuff.

[ Her tone says otherwise. She stopped caring about halfway into her question. But she does perk at the mentioning of the superpowers. ]

Reeeeally? That sounds like a lot of fun~! What kind of superpowers, hmm?

[That renewed enthusiasm amuses Adeline greatly]

What, ain't being an ageless dragon person enough for ya?

Well of course it does, you silly! Why do you think I'm asking in the first place? I wanna know what makes you tick! Whether I could get some neato powers, too!

[ As if the magic she's already able to do isn't enough on it's own. ]

Sorry, bein' Exalted like this s'more of a chance thing. One in a million's one in a million shot or somethin like that.

The rest is just street aesthetic trainin and learnin' ta punch people with explosions.

[Sorry Alice, but you can't become a dragonblooded according to the rules of Dungeons the Dragoning as most powers on that tier are chosen at birth. The ones that aren't involve finding an impossible artefact and becoming a not!Eva-Angel, becoming a vampire, a spoopy ghoast or a champion of your chosen God. S'how exaltation works bby]

My, not a single bit of forethought, truly? Or simply acting regardless of it?

No thought whatsoever. She brought me back, but doesn't have the slightest clue what to do now.

[ She sighs. Life is soooo hard for her, right now. ]

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Hmm. I think there's a certain sort of charm in that.

Foolish, but mildly endearing.

[ ... well to someone who got sick of everyone having to consult the Score for everything they did anyway. all the same, you poor, poor thing. ]

"Bite the pillow and go in dry"?

[ th-this reference does not compute. wat? wat? ]

Ohohoho, I probably shouldn't say. It might hurt your little virgin ears.

[ Oh, what the hell. A little push never hurt anyone. ]

I could always show you what I mean, you know~! All the way in, straight up, no lube!

Shouldn't...

I, er, I'm sorry.

[ HE JUST DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THIS INFORMATION there is a lot of nope swirling in his head. His cheeks are a little red. She's not emitting any malevolence...perhaps she's just perverse. ]

What're you sorry for? You're the one that asked, nitwit! Sheesh, at least own up to your ownshortcomings!

[ The poor baby. Maybe he needs a rattle and a finger to suck on. ]

I just thought maybe I misunderstood. From the way you dressed, I just assumed that you were a girl... [ mind blowingly honest. You kind of give off a crazy vibe, but as long as you're not, like, slaying entire villages with laughter and blowing off adorable purple haired fanboys, I mean...you okay. ~~but why u gotta call me a nitwit girl my feelins r sensitive~~ ]

[ sweats nervously. why would you ever think i do something like that? pfffft, amateur. i crush on ur feelings with my boot. hue. hue. hue. ]

Man, that's a pretty rash assumption! I'll have you know that there are other ways to get to that point, even if I am one! What, are those feathers on your ears to detect references? 'Cause they're not working if they are!

[ Sheesh. ]

oh god. dusting off muse, voicetesting.

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Gawd your Alice is perfect

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what even are these icons i got left with

rip u

tragic

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