Sam has things to say!

[notarambler]

I know you are upset between the whole Felicity thing and what happened in my canon. But I'm gonna be upfront okay? I meant what I said to Dean. This fighting for each other has got to stop. I'm ready to do what I have to do for Cas and Dean. I should have died and we both know it.  It's okay to be sad for me mun it really is. I'm doing what hunters do saving the world from my own mistakes.

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[stormylikeabitch]

I don't know what's going on in ... wherever you are. But if you're still alive, then there must be a reason. Maybe a way to fix what's been done without anyone else dying. Trust me, I've been around that block a few times already.

[notarambler]

I don't know for how much longer I'll be alive though....and I just feel relieved about that.

[beyondthenorms]

Sam... Or, Other Sam rather. [She looks saddened for him. She doesn't know what's going on--and she wouldn't like hearing what he's on about.

Mari's Mun's never mentioned a word, and that's how it will stay.]

[notarambler]

Hey Mari....I I've done a dumb thing again.

[beyondthenorms]

Sounds like it. [She can't bring herself to smile, as worry enters her voice.] But you'll pull through, right?

[notarambler]

I hope so...but if I don't...thanks.

[beyondthenorms]

[She smiles a bit.] I believe you will.

Want a hug?

[notarambler]

A hug would be nice.

[He opens his arms.]

Come here.

[beyondthenorms]

[She smiles a little more and comes over, wrapping both arms around him. She knows how hard it is to protect loved ones.]

[notarambler]

[Sam hugs her back.]

I hope it's going to be okay...I just hope.

[beyondthenorms]

[Mari hugs him tight. It worries her, hearing him talk like this.]

For you and myself, it probably will be. [She let go and looked up at him, sympathetic.] Even though things look really bad, we shouldn't ever give up.

Getting over the disagreements and coming together to fight what's out there's a good start for all of you.

[Mari feels she must the more optimistic person. She wouldn't want Sam falling to despair, nor the Sam back home doing so. She wouldn't be able to handle any of that well.]

[notarambler]

[Sam's smile gets a little brighter.]

Hope is sometimes all we have and you provide it in spades.

[beyondthenorms]

[She smiles a little in return, unsure what he means--but she'll take it as a compliment.]

If someone doesn't keep up on looking on the good side of things, then despair would spread and hang over everyone.

[Yes, she does mean that with all of her heart as her smile begins to shrink.] Even when it's looking really bad at home, it's important that I stay positive.

[notarambler]

I wish I could do that, but as the years go by it gets harder and harder.

[beyondthenorms]

It's been the same for me too. [She frowns.] Though, where you and the other Dean are, you don't have as many people around to support and back you up.

I guess that makes all the difference... If there was anything more I could do to help, I would.

[notarambler]

I know you would and that's why you are one of my best friends. I miss you when you go away Mari I really do.

[beyondthenorms]

[Mari feels like she's almost about to cry as she smiles a little at him.]

Once my family and I figure out a permanent solution to Vertigo, we will help you guys out.

[Of course there's other people to help later, but she really doesn't want the other Sam and Dean to die. They've been so good and supportive to her not too long ago.]