[That's a lot to take in. Even after everything, he never actually thought she loved him. Perhaps he convinced himself she had other motives, or he just thought she cared about him as Nea's host.

But her words clutched at his heart. He wanted to believe them, even though she was a Noah, even though they are enemies and destined to fight.]

....I don't want to disappear, and I don't want to die. I don't expect you or anyone to forgive me afterwards, because really I'm just being selfish.

I want to keep living, to keep being me. Even if it means endangering people.

Is that wrong?