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[ Ishtar's clearly mixed between expressions of happiness, confusion and sorrow. She's not sure how she feels about everything right now. ]

Hey Miss Mun...

You know, this is a bit cruel right? I mean, I miss them, but the thought of having them back in my life, only reminds me that the moments are going to be fleeting. We'll stay together, build memories, and share our stories, but in the end, we'll depart again.

I'm not sure if I confidence to face them right now. I don't know if I can still smile sincerely anymore.

[ There's a pause. ]

It's been too long, but if you think this is for the best, so be it. I'm thankful. I really am. I'm happy, but I'm not sure. Hah, look at me being negative. Facility is a dreaded place with dreaded memories of pain and sorrow, but I guess within that, there's always some happiness.

[ She smiled weakly. ]

I'll be glad to see them again... I'll just have to be strong and smile for them, and hug them and tell them how much I miss them and how important they are to me. It would be like a big reunion of sorts! They are my family after. At least, in a place like Facility.

- Ishtar

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You don't have to force yourself, idiot. No one likes false smiles.

[Of course Zero would be able to call someone an idiot in such a caring manner.]

We'll see right through any fake smiles anyway so it's best to just be honest with us.

[..... -_-]

The same goes for you too, Ichiru.

[Don't think you fool him either. You're worse than Ishtar.]

[ー_ー yeah, yeah.]

You're not going to let us get away with anything.

[He can count on one hand the amount of times he's been able to fool you, Zero. It's not his fault that you let him get away with some of it.]

[ Well you l both get an honest chuckle from Ishtar for all of thst for a moment. ]

Zero, you never change. I said that but I know you'll see right through me.

Is it okay Ichiru, really?

[ She mused, though probably knowing the answer. It's always a treat to see how contrasting in personality the two are. ]

[It's a start! Pokes Zero's cheek - personal space? What's personal space?]

He's been able to see through me forever.

[Which shouldn't be a surprise.

Ichiru smiles softly at her.]

Of course it is. You know that you only have to be yourself when you're around us.

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[.....Dammit Ichiru!]

I've been able to see through both of you forever. [He corrects, pulling away from his annoying brother.]

I wouldn't be too sure about that... most of the time you can though.

[ There's a sincere smile. It's fun watching the two of them bicker. Zero gets a jab at his side for that comment too. ]

I think... that's always how it has been. I don't want to trouble either of you, though.

[Zero throws a glare at that jab. Dammit Ishtar!!!]

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[ Nyahahah your fault Zero. ]

Why are you glaring at me?

[Nice, Zero. :\]

We're going to be far more upset if you force yourself to smile for us. If you can't, we'll simply have to work on getting you to the point where you can. In the meantime, I'll just smile for all of us.

[ Good thing Ishtar got used to Zeros weird way of showing concern. ]

You always smile for the both of us. Thank you, Ichiru. I promise I'll get it together, soon.

[Someone has to translate "Zero" for the rest of the community. It'll be up to them.]

People need to know that Zero's face can look happy without cracking. [S H R U G] You're welcome, Ish. You don't have to push yourself for our sake.

[ that person happened to be Ichiru huh? Not that Ishtar is complaining . ]

That is also very true. He really doesn't do well with that. I'm going to try. I don't want to worry you, or him. It's been tough. I'm not gonna lie about it but I'm not lying when I said I'm happy to see you both again.

[She might just be having Zelos' arms draping around her shoulders from behind.]

You look like you've seen better days, Ishtar~

[ Ishtar jumped in surprise since she didn't feel him approaching her. ]

...H-Huh?

O-Oh... right... yeah.....

[ She looked away from him. ] Hey Zelos.

Hm? I didn't peeve you off, did I?

[He gave her a little hug.]

Seriously though, you look really bummed out.

No. it's not you, Zelos.

[ She replied shaking her head. She hugged him back. ]

Bummed is an understatement. I'm actually really happy, but it-- brings back a lot of things, I want to forget but it's more like I don't know how to act in front of certain people anymore.

Riiight, people who're awkward to be around, I get it. Most of the people back home get kinda stuck in that category for me.

There's always pretending nothing's happened, but that tends to tick them off.

[No one ever said that Zelos gave good advice.]

No, not like that!

[ She waved her hand up in defense. ]

They're people that are close to my heart. The thought of seeing them again is overwhelming. I'm not sure how I'll be with them. It's been a long time, you know?

[ She replied shaking her head. ]

If it was that easy, I would have tried but they can see through my antics really easily.

[ It's okay, she appreciates him regardless. ]

Thanks...though, Zelos.

[ she laughed a little. ]

Oh! Right, those sort of people. Don't...really know how to get around that.

[Probably the only one who'd fit into that category for him would be his little sister, and that was a massively complicated mess.]

Damn, people who can see through you easily are the absolute worst. Got a couple of those sorts in the other place I lurk around in. Too smart for their own good.

Hey, don't worry about it~ I made you laugh, didn't I?

[Mission success!]

Yeah. They're important to me, so it's even hard to you know pretend everything is okay.

[ She replied with a small frown at that. Ishtar has a complicated mess herself so so it's understandable. ]

It's a bit troublesome, because I worry that I'm worrying them too much but at the same time, it's kind of nice when it's needed.

[ She replied nodding her head. ]

Hehehe, Zelos you're so funny.

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