on mun picking him up

[tyreese]

You really think this is a good idea, Mun? Think me and you are going to "work out" or something? That it? Guess since I'm already in your headspace I don't have much of a say about it do I?

Yeah...I didn't think so.

Just don't get me into anything messed up like some of the other muses in your headspace and me and you will be good.

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OMG!!! SOOOO MUCH LOOOOVE RIGHT NOW! <3333 :D

[notaafraidanymore]

Can't be even more messed up than what we've already faced and are still going to face. [Her usual soft and gentle voice comes off slightly harsh and yet broken all the same. You're going to have forgive the woman you hesitate to call "friend", Tyreese because at the moment Carol has a lot weighing on her gentle mind. As if she hadn't before all of this, before you both stumbled across Terminus and the others.

Both her heart and spirit broken after the devastating lost of innocent Beth Greene, the guilt of the young girl’s death nipping harshly at Carol’s heart. Yet another lost life to add to the long list of people now gone, taken from them. She was becoming tired of thinking she could save people, hell save the damn group.

Luck would only be on your side for so long]

Now isn't the time to start second guessing yourself. You're already here now, better just make yourself comfortable.

-LOVES-

[tyreese]

( He hears the tone in the Carol's voice and can only imagine what she must be feeling. Tyreese knew how he personally felt from everything that's happened but he wasn't there like she was. It was all kinds of messed up the back to back shit that's happened. Terminus, Lizzie and Mika, Bob, and now Beth. He'd keep his cool and try not to let his feelings get in the way of talking. ) Yeah, you make a good point there.

( Tyreese knew she was right that now wasn't the time for second guessing things. He'd nod his head back in agreement. ) Guess that's the way it's gotta be then.

( He'd pause for a moment thinking. A lot had happened and a lot has changed. A look of concern came over him as he'd confront the elephant in the room. ) ...You okay?

-SNUGS CLOSE- <3333

[notaafraidanymore]

(The broken and bruised woman couldn’t even begin to explain how she was feeling. Most of the time she didn’t even know herself but she had very much changed. Though she was loyal to stay by Rick’s side, Daryl’s and even Tyreese’s, she felt a huge part of her was only drifting away even more now the harder they all tried to move forward from the horrific events that had happened back at the hospital. A damn rescue mission gone very wrong from the start and that was even before Rick and the others got involved. Her delicate mind and heart had already been so haunted, filled with guilt since the day she had killed Tyreese’s beloved. Then those girls, those poor little girls. She had sworn to protect them as if they were her very own. She had already been robbed of her real daughter and in a matter of what seemed like seconds she had lost two more.

It was his and hers dark, dirty little secret. One he had clearly told her he didn’t wish to speak about, he just wanted to forget. Very well then. Only it was easier said than done and she couldn’t. It all just consumed her, tugged her deeper into the darkness.

She was so damn foolish to think that she could save Beth. That maybe the girl could be some sort of redemption to show that yes, yes she could still save people. That she could save a life that deserved to live so damn much. Then this world devoured that away and she was left back in that darkness. )

Just don’t think about it...(She replies back to him lowly. They were both really good at that now weren’t they? It had been him that was by her side back in that hospital, the one who watched her jump the moment that damn gun went off and Beth’s tiny body went sliding to the floor in a pool of her own blood. It was him that watched her eyes fill with hot tears, hand going up to her mouth in pure shock as the girl lay dead only inches away from them. He had tried to hold her back slightly as she went straight for Daryl, trying to comfort the hunter she cared so much for. Though he was standing before her, his question sounded so distance and cloudy. Carol over time had developed one hell of a poker face and though her eyes were slightly wet, she gives him a firm nod.)

Gotta be.

❤❤❤❤❤

[tyreese]

( The situation felt familiar though her words sounded more like him at that time. But this was different. Wasn't like it was something they did or had to even. Beth was shot and taken from them like a thief in the night. They were all prepared, hell, it was his idea to try to convince Rick to go peacefully into that hospital to talk so no one would get hurt – no more blood...But it didn't work that way. Tyreese was good at not talking about things. Holding things to himself especially tragedies. Just weren't supposed to talk about that kind of stuff – couldn't in this world. He shook his head at the woman feeling for her. Wasn't like he experienced Beth's death the same way. He was on the other side of that trade and wasn't there with her like Carol was. Hell, he could only imagine the horrors both of them saw in that place with that kind of an outcome and what Carol must be feeling. Or, at best he could take a guess after experiencing this kind of thing with her before. )

It ain't on you... ( He'd trail. Couldn't say much more – wouldn't . Had to be strong through this kind if thing. Couldn't let himself have his emotions get the best of him. Was something he learned real fast. Hold the tragedies in and go on... Tyreese would shake his head again at that. ) ...ain't on you.

*nuzzle nuzzle*

[notaafraidanymore]

(She didn't have much memory of the hospital. She had been out of it for the most part but she was pretty sure that girl had saved her life. She knew that Beth had kept an eye on her, was the one who kept her safe. That alone haunted Carol enough and now that the poor girl was gone and once again she was still standing, it ate at her. Yet that was this world wasn't it? It took things from you, took the innocent and it took them in nasty, awful ways. Forced you to watch and allowed you to do nothing about it.

That's what happened to little Beth Greene. Shot dead in the head and just gone. Gone forever.

The soft at heart, the kind, they weren't fit for this world. They shouldn't have to be. Like him she was slowly trying to train herself to keep things in, keep things in because she had too because if she didn't she knew she wouldn't be able to come back from it. The trade, the whole idea of going in and keeping it simple, how it had all changed so quickly. It wasn't Tyreese's fault either. She knew the man before her was growing tired, tired of all this death and losing people.

She then glanced up at him yet again, haunted eyes locking with his own)

Ain't on you either...

[emax_guarddog]

[Humans and their word choice. Always asking and trying to compromise when it should just be easier to make sure it happens how they want it to. This large dog doesn't roll that way and isn't above ditching his mun whenever it suits him. He's already all but lost his eye by playing nice with humans after all.

He raises his head as Tyreese speaks, only letting a grumbling huff escape in response to the words.]

[tyreese]

( He takes notice to the large dog as his body would freeze momentarily. Unpredictability became second nature with approaching humans, dead or alive, and animals weren't all that different. His eyes widened a bit staring to him for a moment with caution. )

...easy there fella'...I ain't gonna hurt'cha or nothin...

( Tyreese would slowly raise his hands up being sure to face his palms to the ground. He wasn't sure if the dog would understand his words so he'd gesture a "take it easy" motion as non-threatening as he could possibly think to convey it. )

[emax_guarddog]

[He understands words and body language perfectly well, but he doesn't give any sign just how much he does. He also doesn't believe him yet. He cocks his head in the manner most dogs do when people speak to them without it being anything they're supposed to completely understand but doesn't stand up yet. His tail slowly wags a few times and then stops.]

excuse me tagging in here hella late

[unhidden]

Seriously. What's with that? They love, they pick us up, they plan... horrible, fucked up shit to put us through?

( ???? )

They're weird kids, dude.

AHH TARA! I love seeing other WD peeps! :D

[tyreese]

My mun had plans for me but now they're in a 'rut' or somethin' after some things that's happened and said they ain't got the heart to do it no more. ( He'd shake his head at that. Muns and their moods he supposed. ) That's all kinds of messed up shit if you ask me. Maybe it's for the better though?

Yeah...They sure are. ( Weird that is. Very weird. )

likewise!!! especially tyreese after all those emotions

[unhidden]

Tell me about it. I dunno, mine figured that she'd shove me in a mask and a cape and make me go play superhero. I feel kinda like an action figure.

( Tara offers him a wry smile, shrugging as she shoves her hands into her pockets. Yeah, some things sure happened, but you don't wanna talk about that kinda shitstorm, do you? ) I dunno, Tyreese. Maybe they'd be some good stuff in the middle. I mean... I mean how much worse could it be than the world ending?

Oh man don't get me started on that one. lol

[tyreese]

Superhero? Like Batman or somethin'? ( Tyreese would shake his head at that one. ) My mun try that on me we wouldn't see eye to eye. Though, since you mentioned it she keeps referencin' someone named "Thor" and comparin' me to him if I was a superhero. ( He'd shake his head again. ) I don't get it. But if you was one you already good at fightin' so that's good.

Yeah, maybe you right Tara. Don't get worse than the world endin'. Maybe since your mun is makin' you play superhero you can save it. ( The thought would prompt a smile. It was a nice one after all, the thought – hope of the world being saved. )

AMEN.

[unhidden]

Uh. Well, apparently I'm shapin' up to be best ever bros with Blue Beetle 3.0, or something. He bought me a burger on the test drive... thing.

( Her life. It's weird. ) But uh, yeah, basically. I'm trying to think of a cool code name, but I'm thinkin' Sarcasmo wouldn't fly.

( Tara's smile softens off a bit. Man, things are fucked, aren't they? ) Hey. You don't have to have a cape to be a super hero. You saved Judith. Pretty sure that means you got superhero status already.

( If not with the entire group, then definitely with Rick and Carl. )