on happiness. mostly.

[hexappeal]

So. I'm digging my own grave. The more I try to climb out of this hole, the deeper I fall into it. I really can't handle another emotionally handicapped idiot for a significant other and let's face it, puppeteer of mine! James? Pretty much the very definition of that. I'm not always the most mature person, but it took magic to make him honest.

Twice.

Let me remind you that both times I had to initiate the conversations. I know that a place where I don't belong and can't even remember when I'm not there isn't ideal to start a relationship, but it's been nearly two years and I'm about to hit the big four-oh. I have to start thinking about my happiness, since you're obviously taking your sweet time with it.

Speaking of my happiness, you could probably stand to try a little harder to find a medium-sized game that allows AUs. Lazily posting to that one place at the last minute isn't exactly putting an effort forth, lazy bones.

Comments

[seeress]

You should be asking this of someone else.

[hexappeal]

You're saying that like I just randomly am looking for someone to take care of. That's not the case, Rose.

[seeress]

Zatanna.

[hexappeal]

Rose.

[seeress]

I cannot give you an answer yet and I'm sorry.

[hexappeal]

No pressure.

I just don't want you to think I offered for the wrong reasons.

[seeress]

I wouldn't ever think that of you, Zatanna.

[hexappeal]

It's a delicate subject.

[seeress]

Why?

[hexappeal]

There are a lot of factors that neither of us can be sure of along the line if you agree to it. I'd like to think that you trust me, but that doesn't mean you still can't be suspicious of me.

[seeress]

I'm not suspicious of you.

[hexappeal]

I'm glad.