New muse; considering rakuen but looking for others!

[antiquitied]

 Miss?

Though I can understand why you don't wish to overburden yourself by 'getting back into it', especially with your current situation, that's hardly a reason to stress yourself even more on the matter. Certainly you set up all of this for personal reasons to help out a friend, but you needn't be so worried about going public.

Of course, with all of the free time you seem to have regardless of... well, everything, you of all people deserve to let a little more creative energy flow. You've gone without for far too long and I know you will only end up driving yourself mad if you don't; don't fear asking for assistance if you need it.

Now go on. There is no need to stay so hidden anymore.

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[antiquitied]

[Hello relief. Topic changes do the mind wonders.]

I feel very much the same. I always worry for you, you know. At least for now, you are safe.

[I'd have to do some serious practice with him if I were to even consider Marik anywhere right now. >< Buuut I'll keep you in mind, no matter what I decide. ♥]

and then i went to bed whoops

[best_laid_plans]

[His shoulders twitch. He doesn't need your concern, Sister. Of course he's fine. And there are more important things to be than "safe". Still, that's you.]

I've managed. You haven't done so poorly, yourself.

[Awesome, best of luck! :3]

Haha, no big. ♥

[antiquitied]

[Yeah, well. It's inevitable anyway, brother.]

Ah, so you've noticed. I had hoped you'd follow my lead in that regard.

<3

[best_laid_plans]

[He sees your government position and raises you leader and founder of a card-game mafia cult. So it's hard to keep from getting snide about his accomplishments.]

You wanted me to notice, didn't you? Congratulations.

[antiquitied]

[If you could call it an accomplishment, sure. At least hers is favorable and less dangerous.]

I regret not being able to help you the way I wish to. But it's as was mentioned before; the past cannot be changed.

Though, when all is said and done, I'll be happy to have my baby brother back.

[best_laid_plans]

I never truly left.

[And he'll step closer. It's the most he can do without feeling like he's crossing some line.

....will this be enough? Will she let him be? He's fighting for her, for her and the family. Even if she doesn't understand - that'll come with time - it'll be much simpler if they don't end up fighting.

She knows too much, you see.]

Sorry for the delay. Finished up Dawn of the Duel. x3

[antiquitied]

[She doesn't retreat, though she shakes her head slightly; she knows explaining things to him won't help, specifically because she doesn't wish to bring up certain memories of his and trigger something. Being vague is all she can do, sadly.]

Not yet, perhaps. I implore you be careful with your decisions.

[A hesitant pause.]

And take care of our brother.

Awesome~~~

[best_laid_plans]

[He almost bristles - does she think he can't take care of himself - no, she still thinks he's in the wrong. That's just like her. And all right, too, so long as she doesn't act on that belief any more than she already has.

That last part strikes him as a bit odd, though. It's backwards. Their brother takes care of him.

He'll smile as he turns to go, as he can tell she's not about to budge any further.]

We're family.

[Consider that agreement if you wish.]

And now I'm torn between going 'd'aww' and pouting because of this. xD

[antiquitied]

[She knows he won't exactly give in either, so she accepts his words and at least offers a small smile in return. Whether it's forced or not, though...]

I await our next meeting, brother.

[And once the words leave her lips, she bows her head slightly and silently prays. Perhaps that opportune meeting could make him think more on his future choices.]

There's always AMVs. And rewatches of best episodes.

[best_laid_plans]

[He finishes turning, smiling broadly before he walks away.]

It'll be worth it.