New muse; considering rakuen but looking for others!

[antiquitied]

 Miss?

Though I can understand why you don't wish to overburden yourself by 'getting back into it', especially with your current situation, that's hardly a reason to stress yourself even more on the matter. Certainly you set up all of this for personal reasons to help out a friend, but you needn't be so worried about going public.

Of course, with all of the free time you seem to have regardless of... well, everything, you of all people deserve to let a little more creative energy flow. You've gone without for far too long and I know you will only end up driving yourself mad if you don't; don't fear asking for assistance if you need it.

Now go on. There is no need to stay so hidden anymore.

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[antiquitied]

That won't stop her. Once she actually gets started with something...

Though, it's admittedly a shame that the wait is so long.

[note_atem]

It must be nice to at least know she has a vested interest in you.

[antiquitied]

I think she sees me as an older version of someone she previously invested a lot of time in. Eight years, she says - that's how long she spent with this other girl.

I suppose it was just a matter of time before she picked someone who is actually her exact age.

[note_atem]

[He seems not to know what to say to this so his response is slightly stilted.]

Drawing parallels isn't necessarily bad.

[antiquitied]

I would hope not, else she'd end up unhappy with her choice. She's done it several times before, but none of the others lasted. I can only hope history does not repeat itself in that regard.