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dear_mun2014-02-06 10:54 pm
aaron_agate) wrote in dear_mun2014-02-06 10:54 pm
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You expect me to get in the ring for a tear-up, you're looking in the wrong place. I'm old for that shit. I did it and did it and did it, got myself burned in more ways than one. I'm not a fucking fighter, I'm not happy as a fighter. You have dropped me into worlds where the only way to survive was to fight, and I did everything in my little AU power to gather all the fighters up around me like a wall.
...Worked pretty good actually, nearly had a rollicking fucking community in the middle of a walled in zombie apocalypse. Jesus fuck on a ham hock, I fucking miss those people. You remember Red and Drake, Zero, Mock... Fuck, you know that was the closest thing I had to an actual family, disfuckingfunctional as it was? I fucking loved to yell my throat hoarse at those fucking teenagers pulling their big fucking stunts and getting their heads mashed in by rotting zombie fuckers. Jab them with the revive syringe and they never fucking learned.
God damn it, Mun, you of all people have no right to make me nostalgic for a repeat death sentence. Getting slowly turned into walking hamburger's not high on my list nevermind it brought the best out in fuckers I looped in, when everyone else was doing their best to get out their worst.
Point being that unless you want to age me all the hell the way down, put me into some AU or other where I actually need to give a shit about defending myself, I'm fucking out; that's a big fatass 'Nope' if you didn't hear me correctly.
I'll talk these knucks up if you want... you fucking know what, I'll even be a sounding board if it comes down to it. I'm so used to getting my ass handed to me time and again one way or another, I can deal with it.
I just... Don't put me in for that shit without it being a serious decision. KTFE's got me in a fucking headlock for rights, tear-up-wise and I'm not sure you understand how intricate this system is. I get the gimlet eye for a tomcat wander through the streets while everyone sleeps, that's one thing. Unraveling the strips and laying them out is really fucking truly another.
...Worked pretty good actually, nearly had a rollicking fucking community in the middle of a walled in zombie apocalypse. Jesus fuck on a ham hock, I fucking miss those people. You remember Red and Drake, Zero, Mock... Fuck, you know that was the closest thing I had to an actual family, disfuckingfunctional as it was? I fucking loved to yell my throat hoarse at those fucking teenagers pulling their big fucking stunts and getting their heads mashed in by rotting zombie fuckers. Jab them with the revive syringe and they never fucking learned.
God damn it, Mun, you of all people have no right to make me nostalgic for a repeat death sentence. Getting slowly turned into walking hamburger's not high on my list nevermind it brought the best out in fuckers I looped in, when everyone else was doing their best to get out their worst.
Point being that unless you want to age me all the hell the way down, put me into some AU or other where I actually need to give a shit about defending myself, I'm fucking out; that's a big fatass 'Nope' if you didn't hear me correctly.
I'll talk these knucks up if you want... you fucking know what, I'll even be a sounding board if it comes down to it. I'm so used to getting my ass handed to me time and again one way or another, I can deal with it.
I just... Don't put me in for that shit without it being a serious decision. KTFE's got me in a fucking headlock for rights, tear-up-wise and I'm not sure you understand how intricate this system is. I get the gimlet eye for a tomcat wander through the streets while everyone sleeps, that's one thing. Unraveling the strips and laying them out is really fucking truly another.