Return!

[vanyel_ashkevron]

I'm tired, Mun. What do you wish of me? I have played your games before and found little enjoyment in them.

[He looks up from darning a blanket. Why yes, he can darn. Shut up. It's manly.]

What do you mean anything is possible?

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[vanyel_ashkevron]

I would protect him with my life.

[twinspeech]

That's a start, I suppose.

[vanyel_ashkevron]

I would do that for Medren too. [So much conflict.] Part of me hopes he finds someone his age and falls head over heels for them. Then I wouldn't have to make a decision.

[twinspeech]

Vanyel...do you ever learn?

[vanyel_ashkevron]

In matters of this nature? No.

And he has made it clear I'm not his first.

[twinspeech]

I wasn't yours either.

[vanyel_ashkevron]

You were my first boy.

[twinspeech]

And?

[vanyel_ashkevron]

First boy, first love...

The second part matters more than the first.

As for Stefen, he realizes his preferences without a doubt - and he isn't ashamed. It's refreshing to talk to him, actually.

[twinspeech]

You could do worse.

[vanyel_ashkevron]

Gods, it's not about him being worthy or whatever. He is. I'm not sure I'm worthy of him.

[twinspeech]

And why is that?

[vanyel_ashkevron]

His life will be in danger if he associates with me. I have plenty of enemies.

[twinspeech]

Have you talked to him about it?

[vanyel_ashkevron]

Somewhat. He works so hard to help Randy that we haven't had much time to talk.

All I can do is make sure he doesn't wreck his hands.

[twinspeech]

I'm sure you'll keep a an eye on him.

[vanyel_ashkevron]

Sorry for talking about this.

[twinspeech]

Why? I already said you deserved to be happy.

[vanyel_ashkevron]

But it's...awkward, isn't it?

[twinspeech]

Not especially.

[vanyel_ashkevron]

Only because you're amazing.

[twinspeech]

I wouldn't say that.

[vanyel_ashkevron]

I would. [He kisses his forehead.]

[twinspeech]

You always would.

[vanyel_ashkevron]

I admit that.