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dear_mun2013-11-30 09:40 pm
stillplaying) wrote in dear_mun2013-11-30 09:40 pm
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On mun's reaction to seeing Catching Fire finally...
He's better off without me. How many times do I have to say that? They're all better off without me.
[But Peeta? Peeta deserves better. Haymitch had been right all those years ago. She could live a hundred lifetimes and she'd never be deserving of a boy like him. Which is why this is for the best. He had been there once, trapped in a game with her. She remembers the fear, the worry that he might be harmed once more and she would be absolutely powerless to stop them. The fear that any of them would be harmed.
She has Prim to worry about. Even Effie. Isn't that enough? If he was there, if Gale was there, or even Finnick... She'd never be able to live with herself if something happened to them. Because she's already had to live through it once. Peeta nearly dying in not one but two arenas. Gale being whipped. And the lizard mutts... those horrible, horrible lizard mutts.]
I don't care what that film made you think. I don't care how much you think I need him. I don't deserve him. He deserves better. And he'll get that. So long as I stay away.
[But Peeta? Peeta deserves better. Haymitch had been right all those years ago. She could live a hundred lifetimes and she'd never be deserving of a boy like him. Which is why this is for the best. He had been there once, trapped in a game with her. She remembers the fear, the worry that he might be harmed once more and she would be absolutely powerless to stop them. The fear that any of them would be harmed.
She has Prim to worry about. Even Effie. Isn't that enough? If he was there, if Gale was there, or even Finnick... She'd never be able to live with herself if something happened to them. Because she's already had to live through it once. Peeta nearly dying in not one but two arenas. Gale being whipped. And the lizard mutts... those horrible, horrible lizard mutts.]
I don't care what that film made you think. I don't care how much you think I need him. I don't deserve him. He deserves better. And he'll get that. So long as I stay away.