re: being @ hh a... while

[guarder]

I think you're taking things a bit too seriously.

[absolutely no one wants to hear that from you]

What I mean to say is, maybe it's not my inability to "deal with it" (so to speak; I am perfectly capable of it, AS WELL as being perfectly capable of positive relationships), but yours?

—And I would appreciate it if you would continue to listen, as I really do have much to say to you, but if you're going to cut me off here... 'Thank you for your time', I suppose?

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[fateofyears]

It would be rather unfortunate to see you leave, especially considering that you have, perhaps, been showing progress in regards to how you interact with others.

[ Shut up, Eiki. You've been MIA for about a month now... ]

[guarder]

[:V! YEAH EIKI] I don't want to right now. But it's not about whether I've made "progress" or not, so.

[fateofyears]

[ Did he do the air quotes, too... ] Character development, progress-- these are two things that are more often than not interchangeable. This [ motions to, uh, DWRP? ] is at its core a narrative like any other. To see a change in one direction or the other is something in which both you and your mundane should take pride.

[guarder]

[likely] I know what you are referring to, but frankly I'm still unsure if anyone should be proud. Regardless of my opinion, they thank you for the sentiment.

[fateofyears]

I would think that not being extremely inclined to shoot someone on sight anymore is something you should take pride in as well, Robert. [ She's proud of you! ]

[guarder]

[WEH]

What about yourself?

[fateofyears]

[ And back to neutral expression again. ] I've gained priceless experience during my time in Holly Heights.

[guarder]

And it's changed you?

[fateofyears]

[ She pauses for just a moment. Insignificant, perhaps, but it's indicative as a struggle for a well worded answer. ] It appears that, yes, I have changed in some way.

--Not enough to change my decision-making and judgement, of course. [ This is tacked on without a spare thought. ]

[guarder]

Then perhaps it will continue to change you, enough to change your decision-making and judgement as well... [definitely not hopeful at all :T]