dear_mun | voicetest, might be headed somewhere eventually

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You're thinking of sending me somewhere? [ ... ] But why? Don't you have anyone better to do this with?

... At least back home, people respected me-- without the Eva, there's no reason for me to be here. It's lonely, but... I think I'd rather just stay where I was.

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Don't think too hardly about it. You'll just get a headache.

...Respect is something that is earned. Otherwise they wouldn't bother.

[ shinji are you even capable of thinking hard... ]

That's even more reason not to try. If I can't pilot, then there's no way for me to earn that respect anymore.

[Good question. ]

Stop that.

[Pause.]

You're giving up too early. Just try complaining again and I'll be the one who'll pinch your ass.

[Rude, Will.]

[ ironically that actually works to change his approach from 'bitching' to 'wtf' ]

--You can't just say something like that! What kind of threat is that, anyway? [ obviously shinji has never felt true pain ]

[Lion gave Will a lot of agony through the art of butt pinching. Don't underestimate it.]

If someone pinches your ass and it'll leave a mark.

You'll be sore for weeks. You don't want that now, do you?

Of course not! [ wow shinji you're sounding awfully like a normal teenager instead of a whiny depressed ten year old right about now ] That's still a really strange thing to even think about doing.

[Nice job.]

It's not all that strange. Anything can happen. Be open to other possibilities.

I don't think anyone would be open to something like that. [ will why did you pick up habits from lion of all people ]

I know someone who does.

[ is this cap a good answer? ]

Lion's merciless when it comes to ass pinching. Don't test it.

Um- at least your mundane is letting you out of your headspace, right? I'm afraid I'm forever trapped in here.

That doesn't sound so bad. [ if shinji had an emo fringe, it would reach down to his knees. ] It's easier to be ignored than to go through something like this.

[he actually does have one, just invisible.]

Is it-? I don't think being ignored is such a good thing... ah, won't you meet new people? Sometimes that can be nice.

[ ... that would explain a lot. ]

You're right, but... [ he'll find a way to bitch about that, too. ] Meeting new people isn't always a good thing. Even if it's nice sometimes, it can be hard as well.

[ and we all know how shinji feels about anything that might be a mild challenge ]

But isn't that what life is all about-? Getting over those challenges?

Maybe for some people. [ better people than him-- like pretty much everyone else. ] I'd rather just avoid them altogether.

Hah- why are you so set on avoiding people? I mean, I realize it can be hard sometimes but... if you're surrounded by friends, it's alright.

Because it's easier than getting hurt. [ and there is always hurt. somehow. ]

Well yeah but... without risks I don't think anything would happen or even begin.

What's this... Eva thing?

I just get caught up in decisions other people make. When it's my own choice, I'd rather not take any more risks. [ pansy. ] The Evangelion is what I pilot. It's... [ mother? a monster? ] kind of like a giant robot.

A robot? You ride inside a robot? That's pretty amazing if you ask me.

Everyone says that, but it's really not that great. [ he's too much of a wuss to be gung-ho about it like asuka obviously. ] I never asked for that kind of responsibility.

You were forced to do it?

Complaints, complaints. Didn't your mother teach your to count your blessings?

[ his mother is DEAAAAAAD sort of ]

I'm not complaining. [ yes you are. ] This just doesn't make any sense.

[ yes that would be why I said it child ]

And you think wallowing in self-pity will offer a solution?

Respect's kind of a fickle thing even when they do respect you.

There are other ways to gain people's respect then just driving a giant mecha, y'know.

Besides, your fifteen. If you're not saving the world, then your only job is to be a goofy awkward teenager, play videogames... and... uh. Other kid stuff.

Ikari Shinji.

Are you still looking for a place where people will accept you?

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voicetest, might be headed somewhere eventually

I'm sorry this is horrible.

fuck why didn't strangle come up on the shinji rng

he's too busy crying maybe next time.

i'm starting to think all these numbers are actually crying

is there a slot for screaming

that's included by default

you can strangle will if he tries to pinch your ass..[old_okok]

duly noted

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jake run

i musn't run away

you have to jake- the knoobs need you

the knoobs have the ocean

we have to go deeper

eight times deeper

deep throat

wow

gomen

goodbye

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nice keywords janelle

GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME

your day will come

hehehehe

i want to say that backwards but it still sounds like a laugh anyway

i suppose thats a problem

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