dear_mun | Homeless and Irritated as hell

Mun... I can appreciate the paid account, I can appreciate the work you put in to put all of my icons together, but what I most certainly do not appreciate is your laziness! I've been one of your most consistent muses for nearly three years now, and you have never once written an application for me to be put into a game.

If that was the only problem I had with you I might be able to forgive you, but your callousness does not end there. You've dropped many of your tags you've had with me in the past simply because of your inconsistent lack of drive. Not only that, but the only comm you've been willing to put me in of late is

the_love_hotel of all places. How can you ever hope to improve yourself if you are only going to write romantic drivel and smut!?

Where is the mun who once wrote of great battles, adventures, and friendships? What has become of the mun who wouldn't back down even if a history section in an app took seven pages?! What has become of you mun to let your pride as a writer, an actor, and a human being to fall so far? Get your act together and app me somewhere, or so help me I shall teach you the meaning of pain far worse than Natsu or Gray have ever dreamed of receiving from me.

[Someone save me ;;]

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It would be more accurate to say that I can feel her. I am not a member of Fairy Tail.

None of that matters. The only thing that will stop it now is my death.

[ A brief sigh. ] I wanted nothing to do with this era. Hades forced my hand and summoned Acnologia, and paid for it with his life. [ That's right, he killed Hades. Easily, he might add. He was dead before he hit the water. ] He was representative of everything wrong with the world. The kind of person that brought me into existence.

[ Zeref shook his head. ]

There are those who think it would be worth it, ke worse, wouldn't care. I'm sorry. But the world has left me with no choice.

I would be rather surprised if you were a member of Fairy Tail.

... You...

[She'd always wondered what had become of him... and Acnologia... now all the pieces were falling into place, and a deathly chill was running up her spine.]

Acnologia... you're the one in Lucy's future...

You're wrong. There is always a choice. So long as you are alive and breathing, so long as there is will left inside of you, so long as there is love in the hearts of men there is always a choice. Even you are deserving of life if you wish to live it, but you cannot just condemn the world solely on the actions of the few. Destiny can be rewritten, and there is always a chance for redemption even in the darkest and deepest of hells.

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Even if I could be redeemed, it wouldn't matter. I would still kill others with my mere presence. That is the nature of Death Magic.

What if you were to learn a form of magic to counteract death magic? For every form of magic there is always an equal and opposite form of magic... perhaps if you were able to learn a magic of healing and life it would counteract the darkness that still dwells inside of you. Perhaps... perhaps you could seek out Grandine?

Living Magic creates life. It is useless against it.

[ Grandine? Wasn't that the Sky Dragon? It's been... how long has it been? ]

I doubt Grandine would want to speak with me.

But if the alternative is the destruction of everything we hold dear, I don't think she would deny you an audience. As the sky dragon slayer she would likely know of of a form of healing magic that might be able to counteract your death magic. If not that... there has to be some way...

[Erza blinks in surprise as an entirely different idea hits her like a ton of bricks.]

Are you familiar with... Edolas?

Not even I am capable of destroying the entire world.

[ A sigh. ]

Before my exile, most scholars believed Edolas to be a myth, or pseudoscience. But I am familiar with the concept, yes.

But Acnologia very well might.

Edolas is no myth, I and several members of Fairy Tail were dragged into this other realm of existence where the exceed all originate from. In Edolas magic was not found in individuals but rather the land itself, and it was used more like a fuel. Now, all the magic in Edolas is utterly gone, wiped from its existence... if you were to somehow find a way to go to that plane of existence, even your magic would cease to harm anyone. You could finally be free to start a new life in a world that has never heard of Zeref, free from ever killing another soul with just your presence.

I suppose Acnologia could, yes.

I see... [ He listens patiently, closing his eyes. That... was an interesting idea. But of all of the very advanced, dangerous, and powerful magic Zeref had, dimension-hopping wasn't one of them. He COULD create the Eclipse Gate, which... wasn't easy. And that could only travel through time, not across dimensional boundaries. ] It doesn't seem like a feasible option.

It is unfortunate that the greatest master of dimensional travel that I've ever known about is currently trapped in Edolas... but it does seem like it should be possible.

[Well she did say her and members of Fairy Tail traveled to Edolas. If you did construct the eclipse gate to go back in time, you could go back to when Fairy Tail went to Edolas, and stealthily follow them through the gate.]

Maybe they will use it to come to our world.

[ Which would mean he wouldn't have ever met Natsu on Tenroujima, which means Grimoire Heart would have never showed up, which means Acnologia would have never showed up, which means... well, even if those things were all bad (with the first one being only arguably so), radically changing the past like that often came with a lot of unintended consequences. Whatever the case, the Eclipse Gate was NOT easy to make, not even for him. And it would be hard to build another one without anyone noticing. ]

I'm not sure if it's even possible anymore without magic in Edolas.

[Except that only present Zeref would be going back in time rather than the Zeref from the time period that met Natsu on Tenroujima. Unless of course that's the canon point you took Zeref from, in which case that would likely drastically alter events. While it is difficult to construct such a thing without notice the tower of heaven was also constructed without the council acting until the last minute. So if he's capable of hiding himself which is a task in and of itself, hiding a gate in the middle of a desert is feasibly possible. Then again, getting the materials out there would also likely be excruciatingly difficult, so much of this could be a moot point.]

It's useless to speculate.

[ A beat. ]

What kind of place did your mundane send you to?

...

[Of all the conversations she thought could have ever transpired between her and the most powerful dark mage in the history of the world... this was not one of them.]

I'd... really rather not talk about it. It's not the sort of place that I'd like people to associate with me.

Oh... that kind. If it helps, I've been sent to that kind of 'meme' myself on a few occasions... though not necessarily by choice.

[ He's not stupid, he knows some people find him physically attractive. Though that's one of the last things he'd ever want to do, if only because he'd be more likely to kill whoever he does that with purely by accident. ]

You? ... Truly?

[Somehow... of all the the things she pictured about Zeref...]

Have you ever... worried about the possibility of having a child?

I have, on occasion... though I would make a terrible father.

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