John Edward Brunett "Jeb" Parmalee (
sketchingideals) wrote in
dear_mun2012-02-25 02:28 am
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post valentine's day event feelings
You're right, mun... I wouldn't be able to bring myself to throw the bracelet he gave me away. But... I wonder if it's really a good idea to keep wearing it like you want me to. Even without it being awkward, I don't want Silver to ask about it.
Also, I know none of those feelings were real, but... I made him a promise during that time. If I can help it, I don't break my promises. I think I can help it now, so I don't feel right breaking it. S-Stop laughing, it's not like that! It's just... I already feel really guilty about this entire thing. I don't need to break a promise on top of it.
Um... by the way, how do you and Mithos' mun plan to do that aftermath thread when you get to it? ...then again, maybe I don't want to know.
Also, I know none of those feelings were real, but... I made him a promise during that time. If I can help it, I don't break my promises. I think I can help it now, so I don't feel right breaking it. S-Stop laughing, it's not like that! It's just... I already feel really guilty about this entire thing. I don't need to break a promise on top of it.
Um... by the way, how do you and Mithos' mun plan to do that aftermath thread when you get to it? ...then again, maybe I don't want to know.

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I guess I'm fine.
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I'm glad to hear that! That's better than not being fine, right?
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[ her hoof reaches out and a butterfly lands on it's tip. ]
...I guess so.
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[He watches this, curiously.]
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...I'm sorry I didn't stop him for killing you. Next time I'll protect you with my body. I won't care what happens...your my friends.
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...I don't understand why people have to make the games worse than they already are.
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Well, they probably are all terrible people if they just HAVE to make things worse.
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[All these butterflies...]
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I miss Kanaya...
[ think that was it? NEVAH. moar come. ]
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I can understand missing someone when they're not in the games for a while...
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Do not speak of that...abomination. [Forget about keeping promises; he wants to break all of them, and tear that week from his memory.]
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...why? [Not angry, just confused. Maybe a little hurt.] Maybe the extent of some of the things I said weren't really me, but...