welp.

[youwillgotohell]

Don't you dare think on what I deserved. I deserved Camelot. I deserved the throne.

[Morgana bb you were talking about wolves bathing in blood :c]

You sit there and watch, and act as if it matters that you care, or that you're angry. I deserved more than to be run through by - by Merlin--

[No deep breathe she is not going to fall apart, she is not going to fall apart.]

So that's it. If you think I'm so irredeemable, then you should free me from the ship. If you think, when we both know what will happen, that I will stand to breathe the same air as him, let alone look him in the eye, then you know nothing. I will kill him - I will kill him again, and again, a thousand times, and still I will have only my hatred!

[You do have some friends there Morgana...no, okay, bad time, it's cool]

Let me have my revenge, or let me die and be done with it.

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[withholding]

You will not lay a hand on another person I love.

[wedonot]

[Ugh ugh ugh Morgana do you need a hug :c]

Getting revenge will not bring you peace.

[youwillgotohell]

It wasn't my hand that killed him. [She hopes he's suffering for this.]

[youwillgotohell]

[NO FUCK HUGS FUCK COMFORT I'S GAME OVER MAN maybe :c]

You say that so often, I'm beginning to wonder if you've ever felt the need for revenge at all.

[wedonot]

[You might be getting a hug at some point. :c]

Not to the degree you're talking about. But I'm familiar enough with the concept to know it doesn't undo the damage or take away the pain of what happened. [Does Erik seem like a peaceful, happy person, Morgana. :|]

[youwillgotohell]

[Um he seems a lot more peaceful and happy than she does :|]

It's not a concept, Charles. You can speak about it like words in a book. He killed me! Seven years later and it's the same story, only this time there was no one left to save me.

[withholding]

No... You kept to the sidelines, playing puppets like a coward. Which is worse, I wonder?

[youwillgotohell]

[Snapping:] No more tears to shed, Emrys? Have you wept them all for Arthur?

[wedonot]

[... That's true, Erik when did you make progress? ;;]

And killing him won't change that. Killing him won't undo what's been done to you, or give you the kingdom, or change the attitude towards magic users in your world.

[doubting]

Would the throne have been your revenge? Or a mere trophy of it?

[youwillgotohell]

[Who even knows :c]

Neither will forgiving him.

quietly shrieking asdfjkh <333

[youwillgotohell]

The throne would have been my freedom.

[wedonot]

It might help people accept magic.

[youwillgotohell]

That's a feeble hope.

[wedonot]

Maybe not.

[onceandfutureprat]

It's over, Morgana. Let it die. [You touch his idiot and he'll push you off this thing.]

[youwillgotohell]

I will not forgive him.

[youwillgotohell]

[NO YOU WERE STUPID SO THAT IS HER RIGHT.]

It doesn't end between us, Arthur.

fdjhg yes randomly found a way to finally tag you

[doubting]

Camelot's throne is the people's freedom. Your personal trifles hold no meaning against that. Hatred has no place behind those walls.

[wedonot]

I'm not asking you to.

[onceandfutureprat]

[HE'LL TAKE YOU WITH HIM THEN]

It kinda did.

[youwillgotohell]

But you are asking for peace, and what are they, if not the same?

[wedonot]

You don't have to forgive someone to make peace with what happened.

[failedreintegration]

[Something about this woman seriously, SERIOUSLY reminds him of Leela, but also more minutely of himself. Still. All of this emotion. Andred is disgusted.]

Is it yours?

I AM V GLAD YOU DID C:

[youwillgotohell]

You must not have known Uther well then.