It's not a matter of liking or disliking, it's a matter of - of - duty, I suppose. Though now that we seem to be free of it, I'm not sure I like that at all.

What I want to know is -

[He seems to have lost his train of thought, and for a moment he struggles, before the light dawns again and he realizes that he actually does have a notion of something that he wants, and that's an unfamiliar sensation that's altogether new.]

What I want to know is what we're supposed to do now!