Dr. Spencer Reid (
numbersnfigures) wrote in
dear_mun2012-12-15 10:38 pm
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muse has thoughts on various things, including being sent to
teleios
[Spencer reads everything quietly, then sits in silence for a few moments, contemplating what to say next. His mun has never been anything but good to him and this place doesn't seem... horrible. But he's surprised. He didn't think he'd be going anywhere else so soon. And the ideas of heaven and hell and paying for your sins... It all feels very Milton to him, and he's more of a Chaucer kind of guy.]
3 years, 6 months. That's how long I'm expected to stay there.
[Of course he's already calculated it. He'll never forget the three lives that he took, even if they all were righteous kills in the line of duty. And the lies he told during the drug addiction as well as the addiction himself would earn him at least six months.]
You know, the concept of Purgatory, while obviously being promoted by the Roman Catholic church, was also found previously in both Judaism and Buddhism. Interesting the conflicts that practitioners or different religions have when many of them actually believe in the same central tenets, such as the belief of a higher power or being, the existence of an afterlife, the practices that are considered sinful...
[He's good at hiding behind facts. That way he doesn't have to talk about how he feels about going to this place. It could be worse, and he does keep that in mind. He's got other things to discuss when his mun anyway.]
Um. Anyway. I don't care so much what you do with me. I'll be fine. But I'd appreciate it if you'd leave her alone. I don't see why she needs to be one of your "muses" as you hardly know anything about her. She needs to stay safe and not take risks, especially not coming around here where I... can't control who's here and who's watching her. More than 80% of the deaths that occur in cases of stalking are due to the victim becoming complacent. You could be putting her in danger and that's not worth it, even if you're trying to make me "happy". I'd just.. I'd be happier if we worked on her timeline, ok?
[This is Spencer being protective, if not a bit terrified at the entire prospect of him having a girlfriend. It's even more difficult for him than it would normally be because she's still such a mystery to him. But she loves him (even if he has no idea how he feels about her) and he can't let anything happen to her. Everything in his life is so tenuous. It's bad enough that his mun is taking him away from her to go to some game. Now he has to be concerned with what might happen to her in this world as well.]
3 years, 6 months. That's how long I'm expected to stay there.
[Of course he's already calculated it. He'll never forget the three lives that he took, even if they all were righteous kills in the line of duty. And the lies he told during the drug addiction as well as the addiction himself would earn him at least six months.]
You know, the concept of Purgatory, while obviously being promoted by the Roman Catholic church, was also found previously in both Judaism and Buddhism. Interesting the conflicts that practitioners or different religions have when many of them actually believe in the same central tenets, such as the belief of a higher power or being, the existence of an afterlife, the practices that are considered sinful...
[He's good at hiding behind facts. That way he doesn't have to talk about how he feels about going to this place. It could be worse, and he does keep that in mind. He's got other things to discuss when his mun anyway.]
Um. Anyway. I don't care so much what you do with me. I'll be fine. But I'd appreciate it if you'd leave her alone. I don't see why she needs to be one of your "muses" as you hardly know anything about her. She needs to stay safe and not take risks, especially not coming around here where I... can't control who's here and who's watching her. More than 80% of the deaths that occur in cases of stalking are due to the victim becoming complacent. You could be putting her in danger and that's not worth it, even if you're trying to make me "happy". I'd just.. I'd be happier if we worked on her timeline, ok?
[This is Spencer being protective, if not a bit terrified at the entire prospect of him having a girlfriend. It's even more difficult for him than it would normally be because she's still such a mystery to him. But she loves him (even if he has no idea how he feels about her) and he can't let anything happen to her. Everything in his life is so tenuous. It's bad enough that his mun is taking him away from her to go to some game. Now he has to be concerned with what might happen to her in this world as well.]
