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dear_mun2012-12-01 10:52 pm
lacksboobs) wrote in dear_mun2012-12-01 10:52 pm
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My mundane just read that chapter a few minutes ago...
She is torn between crying and gasping, as am I!
She is torn between crying and gasping, as am I!
Titus-kun ...
You don't have to force yourself. [ He can't really do much right now, but here, he'll sit with you. ]
You don't have to force yourself. [ He can't really do much right now, but here, he'll sit with you. ]
Crying... over me?
W-Why would you do that?!
If you've read it, then you should know that I... I'm just a--
[ He trails off and looks away. ]
W-Why would you do that?!
If you've read it, then you should know that I... I'm just a--
[ He trails off and looks away. ]
... Heh.
[ He doesn't want to talk to Aladdin right now, but he makes no move to leave. Secretly, he's glad for the company. ]
[ He doesn't want to talk to Aladdin right now, but he makes no move to leave. Secretly, he's glad for the company. ]
But... no matter what you started off as... you're a person! With a heart, and feelings! My mundane has come to care for you very much... In such a short time, she began to hope you would have a happily ever after...
Do you really believe that?
[ He doesn't.
... But mun does so STOP IT TITUS ]
[ He doesn't.
... But mun does so STOP IT TITUS ]
[ ;___; tituuuus bby LOVING MAGI IS SUFFERING]
We both do. You have as much right to live as anyone else does. We will both hope deeply for your happiness, whatever comes next.
We both do. You have as much right to live as anyone else does. We will both hope deeply for your happiness, whatever comes next.
[ TELL ME ABOUT IT ]
A "right to live" doesn't mean I will.
You shouldn't waste your time on someone... something like me.
… But thank you.
A "right to live" doesn't mean I will.
You shouldn't waste your time on someone... something like me.
… But thank you.
[READ MAGI THEY SAID
IT'S A FANTASY COMEDY ADVENTURE THEY SAID]
Titus-san... if... if there's anything I can do, or say...
IT'S A FANTASY COMEDY ADVENTURE THEY SAID]
Titus-san... if... if there's anything I can do, or say...
[ Well since Titus isn't speaking, he might as well. ]
... You know, when I first met you, I thought you and I were similar. But I understand now. You and I are similar.
... You know, when I first met you, I thought you and I were similar. But I understand now. You and I are similar.
[ I read it in four days DO YOU KNOW WHAT MY FEELS WENT THROUGH DURING THOSE FOUR DAYS ]
H-Hah... there's nothing...
I got what I wished for... I was able to see the world outside... s-so, it's fine.
H-Hah... there's nothing...
I got what I wished for... I was able to see the world outside... s-so, it's fine.
ikr, i have like ten different scenarios in my head and none of them are good
lacksboobs
2012-12-02 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ Flatly, not looking at Aladdin: ]
Really.
[ gonna have to try harder man ]
Really.
[ gonna have to try harder man ]
[GOOD LORD HOW ARE YOU EVEN ALIVE]
Then the least I can do is shed tears for you...
Then the least I can do is shed tears for you...
yep pretty much. and the name titus is linked with revenge so ... orz
amazingmagi
2012-12-02 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh he will. don't you worry. ]
Uh-huh. Until very recently, I was kept in a placed called Holy Palace. I only knew about the outside world from books I read in the library.
And ...
[ he smiles, although it doesn't quite reach his eyes. ]
Say, can you keep a secret?
Uh-huh. Until very recently, I was kept in a placed called Holy Palace. I only knew about the outside world from books I read in the library.
And ...
[ he smiles, although it doesn't quite reach his eyes. ]
Say, can you keep a secret?
Edited 2012-12-02 02:42 (UTC)
[ u-uhm. Bolg? ]
Aah... y-you're kind.
[ And then he pulls out that awful smile of his he wears when he's hurting ]
You know, I never used to properly appreciate it, but... humans can be really gentle.
I'm glad I was able to meet people like you.
Aah... y-you're kind.
[ And then he pulls out that awful smile of his he wears when he's hurting ]
You know, I never used to properly appreciate it, but... humans can be really gentle.
I'm glad I was able to meet people like you.
...
[ Still not talkative, but he's paying attention. ]
Go on.
[ Still not talkative, but he's paying attention. ]
Go on.
[ Give him a moment. He never planned on telling anyone this after all. ]
I am a singularity. And by all accounts, I am not supposed to be in your world.
I am a singularity. And by all accounts, I am not supposed to be in your world.
Edited 2012-12-02 03:06 (UTC)
and i thought it was gonna be about a cute boy doing cute things...
lacksboobs
2012-12-02 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ ... Oh. It's this again. ]
Because you're supposedly the 4th magi.
[ Didn't believe it the first time Aladdin told him. Still doesn't. ]
Look, Aladdin...
[ Finally starting to talk, if only to make a point. ]
You're kind. And... I never told you before, but I'm truly grateful that you accepted someone like me as your friend. But you don't have to pretend to understand.
Because you're supposedly the 4th magi.
[ Didn't believe it the first time Aladdin told him. Still doesn't. ]
Look, Aladdin...
[ Finally starting to talk, if only to make a point. ]
You're kind. And... I never told you before, but I'm truly grateful that you accepted someone like me as your friend. But you don't have to pretend to understand.
[ you know how pain can evolve into anger-- ]
You--
Don't you dare talk about Scheherazade-sama like that!
You--
Don't you dare talk about Scheherazade-sama like that!
Heh. [ that's exactly the kind of reaction he was looking for! ]
Say what you want, but deep down, isn't there a part of you that hates the way things are now? Isn't it all her fault?
I mean. How much do you think you're really worth to her? If you were worth more, don't you think a magi - someone so powerful that they could give the likes of you life - would be capable of making it so that you can live longer?
Say what you want, but deep down, isn't there a part of you that hates the way things are now? Isn't it all her fault?
I mean. How much do you think you're really worth to her? If you were worth more, don't you think a magi - someone so powerful that they could give the likes of you life - would be capable of making it so that you can live longer?
... So what.
[ He's trembling now. ]
Scheherazade-sama has her reasons! A-All she wants to do is protect the Laem empire... even if her methods are... are...
[ Unfair, he wants to say, but then he'd only be proving Judal right. ]
I - I know what I am to her; don't you think I'd know that from the start? The only one I hate is myself!
[ He's trembling now. ]
Scheherazade-sama has her reasons! A-All she wants to do is protect the Laem empire... even if her methods are... are...
[ Unfair, he wants to say, but then he'd only be proving Judal right. ]
I - I know what I am to her; don't you think I'd know that from the start? The only one I hate is myself!
Not exactly...
Knowing that you are different from everyone. Knowing that there is no proper mother and father to care for you. Knowing that there are certain things you can never tell your friends.
[ Knowing the possible end of the world. ]
I know what those feel like.
But you're right. You and I might be similar, but we are also different people. It would be a lie to say I completely understand what you're going through. That's why I want to understand.
Won't you share your pain with me?
Knowing that you are different from everyone. Knowing that there is no proper mother and father to care for you. Knowing that there are certain things you can never tell your friends.
[ Knowing the possible end of the world. ]
I know what those feel like.
But you're right. You and I might be similar, but we are also different people. It would be a lie to say I completely understand what you're going through. That's why I want to understand.
Won't you share your pain with me?
Hehehe! The look on your face is priceless!
- It would be great if things were different. If this is what fate has in store for you, I'd say that you have a responsibility to fight against it! You made a promise to the little girl that you'd be around to see her grow up, and you wouldn't want her to end up hating you too. You shouldn't break your promises, doll-boy.
- It would be great if things were different. If this is what fate has in store for you, I'd say that you have a responsibility to fight against it! You made a promise to the little girl that you'd be around to see her grow up, and you wouldn't want her to end up hating you too. You shouldn't break your promises, doll-boy.
... Huh?
[ Not for the first time, he's wondering who the heck this kid is. Like, really. He says he's a magi, but...
Ugh. Why does he sound so sincere? It would be easy to brush him off if Titus thought he was lying. Get mad, even. But that's not the case, so he's stuck in some limbo between self-loathing, confusion, and... curiosity. ]
You know... that time when I saw your crystal... I was really hopeful. But I... I was also a little afraid, so attacking was the first thing I could think of. And when I found out that we weren't the same after all, I...
I hated myself for being so disappointed.
[ He finally turns to look at Aladdin, though his eyes are glazed over, like he's actually seeing something else. ]
It's disgusting, right? How I could even hope that someone else had to meet the same fate as me.
[ Not for the first time, he's wondering who the heck this kid is. Like, really. He says he's a magi, but...
Ugh. Why does he sound so sincere? It would be easy to brush him off if Titus thought he was lying. Get mad, even. But that's not the case, so he's stuck in some limbo between self-loathing, confusion, and... curiosity. ]
You know... that time when I saw your crystal... I was really hopeful. But I... I was also a little afraid, so attacking was the first thing I could think of. And when I found out that we weren't the same after all, I...
I hated myself for being so disappointed.
[ He finally turns to look at Aladdin, though his eyes are glazed over, like he's actually seeing something else. ]
It's disgusting, right? How I could even hope that someone else had to meet the same fate as me.
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