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dear_mun2012-08-28 08:12 pm
foolishwren) wrote in dear_mun2012-08-28 08:12 pm
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On cast drama of the brand of crazy that only Silent Hill can offer.
I don't understand why it couldn't just be like it was back there in Silent Hill. I was ready to kill her then and I WOULD'VE if she hadn't done herself in first with-- ... well, you know.
So why the hell couldn't I do it now?!
Nothing's changed!
She still hates Dad, she still thinks she was right, she still thinks Mo-- ... that Dahlia was a friggin' saint.
So why couldn't I kill her?
She murdered my father and put me through hell. It should have been the most simple thing in the universe and instead it got so damn complicated and she was on the ground looking up at me and I couldn't do it, and everyone's angry at me because I've been an unrepentant asshole. Hell, I'M angry at me.
Now nobody's happy and the both of us are stuck looking like marshmallows that were left over the fire too long.
I hate this.
So why the hell couldn't I do it now?!
Nothing's changed!
She still hates Dad, she still thinks she was right, she still thinks Mo-- ... that Dahlia was a friggin' saint.
So why couldn't I kill her?
She murdered my father and put me through hell. It should have been the most simple thing in the universe and instead it got so damn complicated and she was on the ground looking up at me and I couldn't do it, and everyone's angry at me because I've been an unrepentant asshole. Hell, I'M angry at me.
Now nobody's happy and the both of us are stuck looking like marshmallows that were left over the fire too long.
I hate this.