L u k i a 蝶 C r o m w e l l (
madame_butterfly) wrote in
dear_mun2012-08-26 09:38 pm
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Homeless & Voice Test! Canon is Godchild.
I don't want to talk about Emile, Lady Mun. That... (The thick curtain of her hair falls over her shoulder, shielding her face.) That was the worst day of my life.
I...hope...he is happier. He protected me in so many ways and I never noticed. I should have thanked him. I should have told him how much I loved him.
But it's too late. (She looks up, quizzical.) How do I feel about Lord Cain?
I...don't know. He uncovered the truth and...helped put my mother's spirit to rest, but...
Sometimes I wonder if I wasn't better off not knowing. I know I wasn't happy back then. Except...when I saw Emile. I could smile for him. Now...
Who wants me to be happy? Father? I don't know how to look at him anymore.
I wonder if he'll marry again?
Maybe the Cromwell name should die.
I...hope...he is happier. He protected me in so many ways and I never noticed. I should have thanked him. I should have told him how much I loved him.
But it's too late. (She looks up, quizzical.) How do I feel about Lord Cain?
I...don't know. He uncovered the truth and...helped put my mother's spirit to rest, but...
Sometimes I wonder if I wasn't better off not knowing. I know I wasn't happy back then. Except...when I saw Emile. I could smile for him. Now...
Who wants me to be happy? Father? I don't know how to look at him anymore.
I wonder if he'll marry again?
Maybe the Cromwell name should die.

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But I don't wish to bother you, if you're so upset. So tell me to leave you alone if you wish.
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N-No! I...would like some company.
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If you wish for company, lady, I'm here. [comes closer, ready to reach for her if she looks like she might need it.] Since it sounds as if you're troubled.