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dear_mun2012-08-24 10:20 am
rewritereality) wrote in dear_mun2012-08-24 10:20 am
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On the past couple of months at Amat
Mun. We need to talk. Or rather, I need to talk, you need to shut up and listen for a moment. Because I'm starting to think you enjoy this whole torture thing even more than I do, and when I'm saying that you know something's not right.
Don't get me wrong. I think I still like the island. Or, I like some of the people there. And I know there's some things you can't help, even though I'm really going to miss Gene a lot. But really, can we just look at the past couple of months? Do you think you can be done with putting me through really uncomfortable situations where I either get hurt, hurt someone I care about or die? I mean, what happened to "I'll be nice to Erika in August", hmm? Okay, fine, the store's doing well but one curse later it's back to "let's find the worst possible ways to loosen that collar." Because you just had to make sure I head into this last month of having those restrictions hating them even more than I already do.
You know I'm going to get payback for all of that once I don't have to submit any more, don't you? And you know I'll find a way to make all three of them pay - and if you let anyone else do the same to me, they're getting added to the list.
Just...I'm tired of it, okay? Just give me a chance to actually get over some of the stuff that's already happened before you pile more onto me.
Don't get me wrong. I think I still like the island. Or, I like some of the people there. And I know there's some things you can't help, even though I'm really going to miss Gene a lot. But really, can we just look at the past couple of months? Do you think you can be done with putting me through really uncomfortable situations where I either get hurt, hurt someone I care about or die? I mean, what happened to "I'll be nice to Erika in August", hmm? Okay, fine, the store's doing well but one curse later it's back to "let's find the worst possible ways to loosen that collar." Because you just had to make sure I head into this last month of having those restrictions hating them even more than I already do.
You know I'm going to get payback for all of that once I don't have to submit any more, don't you? And you know I'll find a way to make all three of them pay - and if you let anyone else do the same to me, they're getting added to the list.
Just...I'm tired of it, okay? Just give me a chance to actually get over some of the stuff that's already happened before you pile more onto me.