Pondering towerofanimus

[shadowneedles]

Mun, I really don't wish to go to that place. I know where you're taking me from and it wouldn't be good. I know I did many awful things but having that thrown in my face in this tower? How can you be so cruel...I know I deserve it but...

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[lightheadedmaiden]

Maybe in the long run it won't be so bad?

[shadowneedles]

Sarah...he's told me that I'm going to be given a letter that says our universe has been destroyed...

[How is that a good thing?]

[lightheadedmaiden]

Eh? How could it be destroyed when we worked hard to save it? I definitely don't remember it being destroyed.

[shadowneedles]

I don't know Sarah...I just don't know...I'm sorry...

[Because well, he was the one who sort of helped try and blow the universe up.]

[lightheadedmaiden]

You don't have to be sorry, everything was already forgiven.

[shadowneedles]

But if our universe is destroyed...

[sigh.]

You're far too kind, Sarah. Even to someone like me.

[lightheadedmaiden]

You're just too hard on yourself. You too, are also very kind.

[shadowneedles]

But it was because of that kindness that I became...that...

[lightheadedmaiden]

And for that kindness we can forgive. It's not good to stay so focused on the past, we can only learn from it to move on. Are you afraid something like that might happen again?

[shadowneedles]

[He gulps.]

I'm terrified...

[lightheadedmaiden]

[She could just pat him on the head.]

It won't, I'm sure of it.

[creepydollchild]

[Don't mind her rubbing at a tear under her face (excuse her, first time she's seen a faize, and she's taken not long from after he... yeaaaah...) as she says in that special petulant tone always reserved for telling Faize when he's being stupid or done something wrong:] You do, 'kay?

[shadowneedles]

[Ouch Lym, even for you that's cold. But he gives a sad sort of smile.]

I suppose I do...

[creepydollchild]

[Well, the words are. One look at her shows she has no idea whether she should be feeling happy or sad. after a pause and the small (well, huge for her) display of emotion, she asks:]

...are you coming back this time, 'kay? Edgie and Reirei and Sarrie and Merry and Mattie were all waiting for you, 'kay? [Obviously not her which is a lie.]

[shadowneedles]

[Feel scared Lym, he's being sent to a place where he's told their universe was destroyed. Think of how he's going to feel considering what he's done.]

I'm not sure Lymle...I think it would be better if they all think I was gone.

[creepydollchild]

[...actually, she meant to the ship. at her place, the only person she has friend-wise from her game is Arumat. Not that she'll tell Faize that without being asked.

but as it is, she just... shakes her head. she doesn't say anything with it, because that'll be too much like admitting she wants him back. Which she won't do aloud. Purely because she's stubborn like that.]