Detective Mark Hoffman [SAW] (
lastmanstanding) wrote in
dear_mun2012-06-05 09:09 pm
Second verse, same as the first.
...I really thought we were over this. [He has on a face akin to a tired parent]
Do I have to tell you that I'm okay with this plan again? If your friend comes through with an inmate I can go home. Or move on. Or something. And if I go home, Allison...well. You said that we could at least try and work things out. I think there are worse people to emulate then Kay. I've been a whiny wreck for way too long. I owe it to him, to Brachi...to a lot of people.
It's really funny, kid. How I've made my peace with this and you haven't. Sarah...will always have a place [grimace] but she's not here and honestly I deserve...someone who at least will be willing to accept that I've changed without thinking of the mistakes that I made.
It happens, it happens. It doesn't...it doesn't and that's...well. Allison will be back home and even if I don't have her you're bound and determined to make Hayley a reality. I think that it's..pretty odd but I dunno. You're the writer.
Just-Stop getting so melodramatic about it okay? You undermine everything I'm trying to do by being like that.
-Hoffman.
Do I have to tell you that I'm okay with this plan again? If your friend comes through with an inmate I can go home. Or move on. Or something. And if I go home, Allison...well. You said that we could at least try and work things out. I think there are worse people to emulate then Kay. I've been a whiny wreck for way too long. I owe it to him, to Brachi...to a lot of people.
It's really funny, kid. How I've made my peace with this and you haven't. Sarah...will always have a place [grimace] but she's not here and honestly I deserve...someone who at least will be willing to accept that I've changed without thinking of the mistakes that I made.
It happens, it happens. It doesn't...it doesn't and that's...well. Allison will be back home and even if I don't have her you're bound and determined to make Hayley a reality. I think that it's..pretty odd but I dunno. You're the writer.
Just-Stop getting so melodramatic about it okay? You undermine everything I'm trying to do by being like that.
-Hoffman.

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It's not about losing people. It's about...making a role for myself.
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[Hoffman is realizing that...he did not listen a lot. and he's really trying to make up for that with people who matter. George for one-given that he died-and Kay too. This is hard man.]
...I mean it's right to want to pick up. To move on. It's my writer who can't...let go.
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Don't worry about it. Just improve on your life and go do what it is you need to do.
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...It's...about time I picked shit up right? I mean I...I've got a girl waiting back home.
[So unsure about this.]
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[He does not sound happy about this at all.]
I want to go home. I don't want to be here anymore but I have nothing to go back to. I don't have it in me to be some...multiworld traveler.