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dear_mun2012-06-01 06:59 pm
shadedsunlight) wrote in dear_mun2012-06-01 06:59 pm
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[A sigh, a shake of her head, then furious writing in a journal.]
"Do you know what's worse than going somewhere where you don't know anyone?
Going somewhere where you should know people and you don't. Do you know how much that is going to hurt, not remembering them? Having to face them and knowing that you should know them, but that you can't? I know, I can remember things in time, but it's cruel, mundane.
It's honestly as cruel as leaving. I left Grune, Draco, and Helios behind. I wasn't there for Pao-Lin when she needed me. I let them down and I don't know how to make it up to them."
[She pauses, expression softening slightly as she writes a little more.]
"I know. I guess coming back is a good way to start.
Think I can get my old apartment back?"
"Do you know what's worse than going somewhere where you don't know anyone?
Going somewhere where you should know people and you don't. Do you know how much that is going to hurt, not remembering them? Having to face them and knowing that you should know them, but that you can't? I know, I can remember things in time, but it's cruel, mundane.
It's honestly as cruel as leaving. I left Grune, Draco, and Helios behind. I wasn't there for Pao-Lin when she needed me. I let them down and I don't know how to make it up to them."
[She pauses, expression softening slightly as she writes a little more.]
"I know. I guess coming back is a good way to start.
Think I can get my old apartment back?"