Your song is not one I wish to hear today Creator

[commanderandking]

It is no more than a cruel jest to return me to this point. Think of what has just transpired as of yesterday within my world and here you return me to a point where hope of the life that should have been and not the one I live was still within reach. Do not try to fill me with such belief that it still is, we both know with what I have found, what has become of my siblings that I will stand small chance of living such a life.